"Why Can't I?" (Severus Snape one-shot)

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INFORMATION:
NAME: Rao Odiheme

AGE:16 (snape will be 20 in this)

FRIENDS:harry potter, Ron, Draco, hermione

House: slytherin (3rd years)

POWER/MAGIC: can basically use any spell that is thrown at her but she also can turn into a fox dmeon (and has one) that is very powerful (in the picture)

PERSONALITY: Shes mischievious and a bit of a mystery. But very loyal to her friends.

BACKROUND:Shes mischievious and a bit of a mystery. But very loyal to her friends. Is quite powerful when she uses her demon power. She can transform at will into A blue fox. Enjoys duels and fighting, this is her 3rd year at hogwarts and she has become very close to harry and his gang as well as Draco even though he scolds her for hanigng out with gryffindor kids, and also snape has become quite found of her. things are a bit tense though becuase of the current things that have happened and she dosent know it yet but she'll have to make a major choice soon.

STORY START!
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'A wound that takes long to heal...'
'Because this is a wound i deserve to get...'
'As a punishment....'
'It's like..yeah..'
'Like i'm Admonishing myself or something'
'..My Healing Rate..'
"...Decreases Remarkably'

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"All of you Shut up already and pay attention" his deep voice called out, I looked up from my book to see severus snape..our teacher to fight agaisnt the 'dark magic' a few years ago this class was pointless...but that was before the dark lord has come back, which harry had seen come back himself since then it's been a erie feeling..i shook my head and closed the book, my friend hermione sat next me, even though i was slytherin and she was from gryffindor she and the 'harry' gang was alot, there weren't to annoying like most people and wouldn't bug me if i kepy queit or away from others. draco was also my friend even though he would taunt me for hanigng around harry potter and a 'half breed' (since i was pureblood and hermione was not)i was so oblivious to what was around me until i heard a book slam infront of me, i blinked and looked up and there he was...snape...i had to keep from blushing..i know it sounds stupid for falling for a teacher and someone like snape but..something about him caught my eye..(oh but little did i know what trouble this would cause me) "is there something more interesting than paying attention to the lesson miss odiheme?" he asked, i shivered when he sai myname (even if it was my last name) mono-tone i anwsered "sorry" he just took out his wand and pointed it at the book infront of me soon it stopped "try to cast this spell" without hesitation i nodded and stood up, i read the spell over than took out my wand "Avis!" and soon a flock of birds came pouring out, and as i moved my wand so did they. "as you can see they attack by command of your wand so it can atleast givr you time if needed to escape or be a distraction"he muttered then turned the other way, as he did his cloak swayed to the side i snapped out of my daze and returned to my seat, i felt someone tap my shoulder draco leaned in and teased "teacher's pet" i only sent him an icey glare and face forward, finally the class was over and students where huddled in groups with their friends along the campus or in the libary studying new spells or homework for class. i on the other hand looked for a queit spot to be, i didn't like to hang out with anyone really draco was always complaing about harry and harry and his gang where so close i just didn't feel right being with them most of the time, i let me cloak hang open as i got to a queit place, it was a lake, some ghostly figures lingered there but they didn't bother me, i looked into the water and sighed a bit, the slytgerin green almsot macthed my green hair, the slytherin robe it's self (the color of slytherin) was dark green and sliver, not to bad but we also got a bad reputaion since people either hated or feared us, and gryindor hated us, whenever i did talk to harry they always accused me of 'spying' i couldn't blame them since most of my magic was dark for that fact, my thoughts where interupted when i heard footsteps my heart almost skipped a beat "alone again Rao?" snape came to a stop, one eyebrow raised, i shurged "draco and the others got annoying, that all" i paused "snape, your apart of slytherin yet your around gryffindor why is that?" i questioned, for a moment he did not answer " yes i am a slytherin and am not a fan of gryffindor but as a teacher for 'defense agaisnt darka rts' i teach all hogwart students, that simple" in a way i felt honored he was so open to answering my questions, even when i first met him he was kinder to me than most people..

[FLASH BACK]

I was a first year in hogwarts i had just found out i was going to be apart of slytherin, i had no friends what so ever and when i got to my dorms i was still alone, really people where afraid of me. "how annoying..why am i here anyway?" i spoke to myself near the pond, a blue fox stood next to me, leaning agaisnt my leg, i smiled softly "i guess it's just you and me, eh kira?" (the foxs name) the fox growled softly and i turned my head, my heart skipped a beat 'this person..he's apart of slytherin right?' i thought to myself, severus snape himself he noticed me and stopped "your a first year i assume" he paused he looked at my fox and i thought i saw his eye's widdened for a moment but then he went back to his normal experssion "what is youre name girl?" he questioned, i gulped but when i spoke i made it mono-tone "My name is Rao Odiheme" i answered, he stood there for a moment more than turned "i see..well don't be late for class tomorrow" and with that he was gone "Bloody Hell" i muttered to myself, my heart ached have i really fallen for someone like him? expect form that say on he would talk to me whenever i saw him in the dinnig halls or court yard and sometimes would let me help him in the classroom, really that was the only time i felt happy. soon after i started to make friends with harry,ron,hermione and draco himself it was a werid situaiton but it worked, i didn't go out of my way to see them if i did then i would mutter a quick hi or wave. But i was always loyal to them, and withsnape i'd do anything to be by his side even for just alittle bit...

[END OF FLASH BACK]

i Shook my head to snap put of my thoughts and looked back at snape he seemed to be in thought "snape?" i asked, he looked back at me "have a nice day" he muttered and left me, i was alone again..

[SNAPE POV]

Snape quickly made his way though the hall's and to his classroom only for the door to slam shut and to women stood there. he looked quite annoyed "you should know it's not good if somewhere where to see you here bellatrix" he almost hissed, the girl just smiled widely "bloody hell! shut the hell up old man!" she turned to face him "when are you going to telll that girl..raoooo right?" she tilted her head, Snape twicthed slightly "i will not tell her until the time when the dark lord is ready to start.." he muttered, bellatrix smile got widder "aw, how sweet protecting you love'?" she cam closer to snape and tapped his face "remeber you place severus, do not betray the dark lord for some futile emotion" she hissed and was soon gone like thin air. Snape bit his lip and smashed the table near him, he sighed heavily "this poor girl, does not know, if only she had not been born with those powers" he cursed to himself.

[BACK TO NROMAL]

It had been a month since then and things where only getting wrose, hogwarts has been under tight protection now and we had to stay on campus at all times. i sat by the window in my dorms staring at the grey skies, i couldn't get something draco had said out of my head 'Rao, it's best if you don't hang out with Potter and his gang any longer, you'll have to leave them soon enough' i sighed deeply 'before draco could finish though Snape pulled him away..he seemed angry" i sighed at the thought "really what IS going on?" i muttered pulling off my robe and hung it on the stand of of bed, i heard a knock on the door and then a slip of paper slide under it, i picked it up but thered was nothing on the paper, i sighed and pulled out my wand "Aparecium" the paper glowed and soon the invisble ink became 'vsible'

'Dear rao,

meet in at the room just before the rooftop, come at midnight tonight birng no one else,

Serevus Snape'

I gasped "s-snape?" i almost fainted i put my wand on the paper and reverused the spell so that the paper was blank once again. i looked at the time i only had a few mintues before midnight, i put my wand into the pocker of my slytherin cloak and pulled that on as well, i queitly closed the door "De revar" i muttered and soon faded into the shadows so no one would see me as i made my way to where Snape was, "I see you've learn De Revar then rao?" i blushed slightly as i came back into few, is tood a few inches from snape his hair seemed to shine from the moon that peeked slightly though the clouds "what..is it snape?" i asked "Rao, have you ever wondered why you had that fox demona and why you could change into one?" my eye's widdened and i slowly nodded "to put it simply there was a reason why YOU where put in slytherin, you my dear.." he paused "are meant to be apart of the dark lord's army..including draco and myself" i felt a sharp pain in my heart "w-what!?" i screamed for once, "what do you mean? i'm suspose to go agasint harry and everyone else?" i knew i was different, i was slytherin but i was NOT evil! "i'm suspose to be with VOLDEMORT!?" i yelled out the forrbiden name, snape shivered slightly but i was to angry to notice, i soon felt his hands on either side of my face "yes, and girl unless you wish death do not go agasint him" even though i was outraged and hurt, his touch..made me..calm i didn't know why but the words slippe dout of my mouth (at the time i didn't know they where so toxic) "i..love you snape" i whispered, and soon regretted those words when he only froze in surpirse. i wanted to use my own wand to kill myself for what i had just said "i..." i turned ready to run but he stopped me and before i knew it his lips where crashed on mine, it was my turned to be surprised but i soon melted into the kiss..

[....]

heavy breathing was heard i hung onto snape tightly as he licked my woman-hood, i moaned loudly "S-Severus!" i called out, before i knew it i had 'came'. i was already feeling so tired , it was so cold outside yet my body was on fire, everywhere he touched left my skin burning, yearning for more, his lips brushed my neck lightly and he left light featherly kissing down my neck, with out any warning he thrusted deep inside me and i screamed, holding onto him so tightly i drew blood. he kissed away the few tears left in my eye's and slowlt thrusted in and out pain soon turned intp pleasure "a..ah!" i screamed "rao.." his hoarse voice called out, yet there was such pian in his eye's when i looked into them, i reached out and gently touched his cheek "snape.." i muttered and at that time we both had reached our climax and we moaned loudly, then falling back onto the bed i layed warped in his arms "i..love you Serevus Snape.." i muttered my eye's closing from how tired i suddenly felt "I...love you Rao Odiheme" he muttered and with that i fell asleep, not knowing what guilt i would feel later on....

[PRESENT TIME]

"Bloody Hell! Rao listen to me!" Bellatrix yelled out, i gasped and looked around "that..was the past..' i muttered no knowing what i was thinking was the past..the good times when we where alls tudents of hogwarts...and nothing else..not eneimes...just students together...tears swelled in my eye's, draco has smpythay in his eye's "oh shut up bellatrix" he glared at her. i felt so gutily i had betrayed harry..ron and hermione so many people have died and becuase of HIM...Voldemort...i was to weak to betray him though i was powerless and so was draco...i was soon brought out of my thoughts when the big wooden doors opens and closed with a thud, i gasped at what i saw, there the hunters that worked to orignally cacth muggle's had Ron, hermione...and "harry" i slightly whimpered. Bellatrix fac elit up "leav at once!" she yelled at the hunters and they did, draco didn't speek he looked sick. i stared at all three of them "bloody hell, why did you agree to be with Voldemort's army!?" ron lashed out, "do you know how mnay people..how many of those where people form hogwarts...fellow students we saw everyday?" harry spoke softly, but i could hear the hatered in his voice, Bellatrix laughe dbefore i could speak she grabbed hermione by her hair and what came next was horrible, i wacthed as she carved the words into her arm with her wand, i felt sick i couldn't take it anymore i tookd out my wand and yelled "Avada Kedavra!" i screamed, (the killing curse) She was able to dodge before it hit her though, Kira (my fox) stood beside my and blue ears and a tail where now on me as well "You little Wrench!" she yelled out but before she could do anything she was attacked form behind i gasped in shock "s-snape" i whimpered, even though it was so painful and hard we had been together for 4 years now, i looked down at my rings only for more tears to spill from my eyes. i felt someone grab my arm and looked up it was draco "Deprimo" he called out and a portal soon opened, he pushed me, harry and his gang as wel as snape into it "bloody hell you will!" bellatrix called and right before it closed she grabbed onto me and soon we landed (hard) on the beach, i felt a my arm burn and i screamed, she had burned me with her fire spell, "AVADA KEDAVRA!" i heard her yell i gasped as it was towards mei couldn't move though i felt a pair of arms push me into the sand, and i heard that voice...call out in pain i gasped "S-SNAPE!" his body fell to the grounf i rushed over to his side "snape, snape!" i called out, he raised his hand to my cheeck "why can't i..i wonder..." ilooked a thim confused "i can't stop loving you..rao" it seemed he wanted to say more but his eye's went hallow and he..was dead

"SNAPE!" i screamed loudly, Bellatrix laughed "what a fool!" my eye's ahrden i stood up and pulled my wand "kira..thank you for being with me all this time" i whispered "draco..please take care of harry,ron and hermione..." i looked back at them "i'm sorry..i'm sorry harry please..don't lose" i ingored the calls, cries and i face bellatrix i pointed my wand as did she and in unison screamed "Avada Kedavra!" it shot both of us at once, she hit the ground, killed in a instant, i I felt draco cacth me i saw That kira was also dead as well (when she dies so does kira) i felt the thick warm blood run down my mouth i froced myself to look at them "draco..please" i please "i will.." he paused "i will help them!" i felt tears on my face, hary ron and hermione all cried "even if yous trayed for awhile you where always a loyal friend..Rao" i heard harry whisper, i smiled slightly "that means alot harry...one more request.." i slowly whispered the words into their ears and they nodded "thank..you.." my eye's went hallow, my eye's cold but i wasn't afraid...i knew they'd be okay...as for me..i would see my love soon..and kira...there on the sandy beach where three graves one read "Severus snape" amazing teacher and lover

"Kira" the best partner

and last

"Rao Ordiheme" The most loyal freind to have lived, and never forgotten...

"i love you serevus snape" a voice seemed to whispered in the wind "i love you rao ordiheme" the voices where los tin the queit wind

"i was so blessed to have known these people'

'it was a curse to have loved at such a wrong time'

'this is my punihsment'

'this is my gift...'

'in the end, i regret nothing but one thing

unable to see everyone's smiling faces again...

expect one...i will see now forever...

i am so thankful...'

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Information
Name: AnnaBell Matsumoto

personality: unlike her older sister she's not pushy or to outgoing. she's super sweet and makes friends easeily though.

weapon/zanpoktou: Hiuyoku (Fire wings) it's basically the fire verison of toshiro's bankai.

age: 18

squad: 10 (used to be in sqaud 5)

backround: Annabell mostly had a normal life, as a child her and her sister rangiku had it rough and if it wasn't fr gin they probaly would have straved to death. since then they've had a speical bond with gin but after somewhile annabell who always wanted to be with gin and called him 'onni-chan' wanted ntohing to do with him and became annoyed with him, she even left his squad and joined toshiro, (only other one open) and is the third seat of that group. her best friend is rukia and whenever possible she tries to go on missions or train with her. her zanpoktou is called 'hiuyoko' witch means 'fire wings' and basically is the exact oppsite of toshiros bankai. (it looks the same as his but it's fire) she able to make friends easy and is very sweet girl, and rarely wants to fight but when needed she will in order to protect those dear to her.

STORY BEGIN
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"ANNABELL!" i heard someone call form behind me, i turned only to be suffocated by my older sister "r-rangiku" i muttered trying to get air, she let go "how did the meeting go~" i sighed, SHE was suspose to be at that meeting be i covered for her. i sighed "it when fine sister" i then reached over to button up her shirt and whined "sister! you must not be so revealing!" she smacked my hand away and stuck out her tounge "you cover up to much! and i don't see why since you have a nice sized-" i covered her mouth while blushing "sister please!" i cried out and she alughed. i heard a deeper voice behind us chuckled i froze in my spot and we both turned to See HIM "sucha sisterly bond eh?" Gin smiled his eye's closed (no surprise there). rangiku nodded "yep~" i fell queit unable to say anything it had been almost a year since i left his sqaud for toshiro's and i've been trying to aovid him as much as possible. i snapped out of it when he spoke to me "it's nice to seeyou again Annabell-hime" i shivered when he spoke my name "i've been meaning tyo ask you..why you left my sqaud so suddenly?" i froze being put in the spotlight like this, i felt rangiku's eyes on me as well "you left? you told me that the old man switched you.." she raised an eyebrow, i felt cheeks heat up quickly i looked around to see if anyone would help, then i saw rukia "S-SORRY! i have to go, i promised oto help rukia-san with somehting!" i then rushed towards her side and clung to her arm "l-lets go rukia-san! by sister, by captian ichimaru-san!" and with that i dragged rukia out of there and ran all the way to the sqaud 10 houses. i let go of rukia and fell onto the cold grass, after she tried to figure out what the hell just happened she looked at me "gin again?" she asked, sitting down next to me on the grass. i only nodded "Annabell, you can't avoid him forever, are you still upset about what happened? that was so long ago" her voice was soft at times like this, me and rukia had been friends even before the academey, she was the only person who knew why i stopped getting invovled with gin cold-turkey, she was the only one who i could talk to about this. "i know rukia-chan but...if i'm to clsoe to him i'm scared that something might happen"i felt tears threaten to spill" rukia ruffled my hair "don't worry about it" she smiled "if you want i can talk to brother he can keep gin away-" i thought of byakura doing someting like that, he could put up with such few people and i was one of them and i did not want to screw that with beucase of my damned love problems i shook my head "it's alright rukia" i smiled, soon we heard footsteps so i sat up to see toshiro "hello shorty-chan!" i smiled happily, he glared at me but then looked at rukia "rukia, your captian is looking for you" rukia shot up quickly and bowed "arigatoua and gomenasai! i'm going right away!" he hugged me and waved goodbye and soon she disappeared. i dusted myself off and looked back at toshiro, "ano..toshiro-chan does-" "yes rangiku now knows that you came to this squad on your free will, and Gin" he tilted his head "he seemed upset by this though did something happen?" his arms where crossed over his chest. I rapidly waved my hands in the air "n-no! i'm alright don't worry about it toshiro-chan!, i have to go hand in my reports so i'll see you later!~" i bowed qucikly and ran off, when i did make it to the meeting hall i held them close the my chest, my heart racing since i ran all the way there "yappari" i leaned agasint the cold pillar's that stood agasint them, i froced my body from agasint it and i slowly pushed open the doors, i always felt nerouvs around all of them gathered like this at once, i bowed and kept my head down "ano..Annabeel Matsumoto 3rd seat to squad 10 of captain toshiro hitsugya." i took a deep breath in and looked straight up, m eye's scanned the area not laot of cpatains still lingered but..HE was there wachitng me/..gin...i suddenly felt nerouvs again "I-I have the reports from our last mission to the world-of-the-living everything was taken care of including the help from Ichigo kurosaki" it always felt werid saying his full name since i always called him by nicknames, the head-master jsut nodded (sorry i forgot the dude's name) and took the report "dissmissed" and with that i bowed and made my way to the door i barely made it out when a hand stopped me, i jumped back and looked at gin, eye's trembling...body trembling "a-ano..is there something you need Captain ichimaru-sama?" , when ever i did run into Gin i was always respectful he was still a catpian afterall. i felt his breath on my head (i was looking down) i shivered "nya...annabell-chan why did you leave my sqaud? did i do something? even after the adacemy you've changed..like you hate me?" it pierced my heart when he said that, i didn't hate him! it was just the Opposite..
i....i...!
"ano..i don't..i uh.."
i felt my cheeks burn i needed help...someone save me..rukia...even!-"Annabell!" i gasped and my head snapped towards Rangiku 'thank god'i thought to myself. she smiled and her hand grabbed my wrist "sorry gin i need to borrow my lil sister for a moment!" and with that she dragged me away we ended up by a lake "sister-" she cut me off and brought me into a tight hug, although i COULDNT BREATHE i felt safe, and i cried "it's alright tell me what's going on? you used to adore gin and always followed him like a puppy. now it's like he has a plaque" i took a sharp breath in and pushed away from rangiku, i plopped down onto the grass, even though rangiku was to..'outgoing' and such a baka at times, she would always listen to what i had to say, she sat down next me me, putting her feet into the cold water,i closed my eye's and thought back to those days.
[FLASH BACK]
it was love at first start..this much i knew..
"Gin-ni!" i called out to a boy with sliver hair my hair flying in the wind, he turned and smiled "ah annabell, hows your first day at the academey?" he asked while i jumped into his arms clinging to him happily. "it was the best!"
little did i know, that it meant so much more,
and other could see that and some hated that...
it kept that way i made friends and some poin during the day i would make sure to go see him...it was our thing.then...that day came..i was running though the court yard to see gin, i wanted to tell him that i was already to use bankai! i was so happy.."nya.. annabell-san can we talk to your for a moment?" i stopped to see a few girls from the upper classes, i bowed "hai! snepai's" withour knowing i followed them."what is it?" i asked looking back at them 'smack' and i fell to the ground holding my cheek "you little brat, just what is GIN to you!?" i looked up "gin-ni? he's my friend i love him of ocruse!" i smiled which only made them mad "love has a different meaning and what you show is that you really love him!" "he's not yours!" soon one of them went into their bankai mode, i gasped "w-where not supose to use them outside of class!" "shut up, you cna use it now right? so show us or you'll have no chance of suriving" she laughed bitterly, i picked up my sword and closed my eyes "S-SPREAD HIUYOKO!" i screamed, soon flame wings spread though me, and a tial as well as in the sky (its like toshiro) and it happened so fast...the fight was just over, i had ended up hurting one girl not to badly but i had taken a blow to my stomach (whih would end up leaving a scar)"now stay away form him! youll only cause him stress since he dosent care about you! your annoying!" i didn't want to hear it so i rna, just RAN "annabell-chan?" i heard his voice call out but i refused to run into those arms, i just kept running..
i have been for 6 years now...cutitng off any ties with gin ichimaru..its been the hardest thing to do and really..this is the last thing i hold onto..goodvye gin ichimaru...so i thought...
[END OF FLASH BACK]
"ahh..i see. well wether that's true or not shouldn't you ask gin? rather than some jealous girls? you never know...
Love In Unexpected Ways..."
i looked at her and slowlt nodded..she was right "arigatou sister" i hugged her and before i left "and try to open your shirt around the chest area!" i whined "SISTER!" i made it back to my room only to see a note tucked carefully under my pillow and tilted my head and carefully picked it up, my eyes widdened and my heart felt like the chains where tightening ever so slowly... i sighed and carefully peeled open the letter, i read it slwoly and gasped "he wants to see me..tonight?" should i go? should i not? i was confused and scared of what might happen, i held the leter close to my chest...the closet to my heart i took a deep breath " i have to go.." i placed the letter back down and rushed to the sakura tree what was just behind the living houses, i remeber we would always sneak off there during the academey it was such a happy time. i ran as fast as my body would go, it was cold tonight but my body felt like it was on FIRE with out even realzing that i was calling out for him.. "GIN!" i screamed helplessly.
"yes?" i froze that voice made me shiver my head shot back and i saw him stanidng there underneath the tree, his eyes...OPEN (atleast for a moment) "g-gin" i slwoly walked up to him gin's hand reached out to brush my red hair away from my face, my crimson eyes wacthing every move he made. "rukia-san told me everything. she couldn't wacth you suffer any longer" i queitly thanked rukia knowing i would owe her laot of sweets later..
"gin..so..is it true then? am i annoying-" his lips cut me off, they crashed into mine harshly his pale long fingers wraped around me wasit, my face was red, my eye's sowly closed and melted into the kiss ingoring the cold night brezee around us. after awhile he let go and stared at me "baka...all beucase of some jealous girls?" it did feel alittle childish though but i was a child when it happened "baka, i LOVE you" he whispered into my ear, it made me shiver. "g-gin..."
[....]
"a-ah!" i screamed gin had taken my back to his room, his hands slowly took away every article of clothing i had, his lips where caught in mine, i gladly gave him entrance, his tounge searched though every inch of my mouth, i happyily moaned, one hand massaged my left breast as the other one travled down my stomach he sotpped though when he saw the scar, he stopped ksising me and fingered the scar "i-its alright gin-san it dosent hurt-" his head reached down and kissed my stomach which sent shivers though out my body "it won't happen again" he muttered. i looked at him "no one will hurt you again" for a moment i saw his red eye's they where so beautiful. he kissed all the way down my stomach and then spread open my legs, he started licking at my womanhood my hands held onto his hair as i couldn't hold back my moans "G-GIN" i called out and soon a came. he came back up and cacthed my lips in his again then licked at my soft spot in my neck, he pulled my legs over his broad shoulders he looked back up at me "are you ready?" my small hands (compared to his) clung to his neck and only nodded and soon he thursted deep inside as i screamed, he kissed away the few stray tears and waited for a moment then slowly thursted in and out soon pleasure turned so intesne i kept calling out his name "G-gin!" he gurnted "a-annabell" whenever he said my name it made me melt. we both screamed as out jucies mixed and we both came, he slowly pulled out and fell down onto the bed next to mybody, his hand found there way aorund my waist and stomach then pulled me close next to him, i took in his scent as i buried my face in his chest "i love you gin.." i muttered, very sleepy all of a suddent,i could her he was tired to but before i feel into deep sleep i heard those words "I love you Annabell"

[extened ending]
It had only been a ffew months after that, and we had plans to get married soon. "I'm so proud of my little sister!" rangiku teased me once again i blushed "please sister.." i hugged rukia as she walked in "thank you~" i happily said, she ruffled my hair "you we me kid" i knew i did "OI! i don't care if your getting married soon you still have work to do! all of you back to work!" Toshiro walked in, rukia bowed and quickly left, rangiku stuck her tounge out "shorty" and ran out. toshiro sighed annoyed but before he left muttered "still...congrats hope it works out well..annabell" he smiled quickly then left. i sighed happily as i felt a pair of arms wrap aorund my and cacth my lips in theirs "hey gin" i smiled, he buried his fac ein my neck "Only a few more days" he said muffled, "yep~" there was a pause "I love you gin~" another pause "i will always love you Annabell" and i sighed happily

'Love In Unexepected ways~'

"Why Can't I Stay Away...?" (Aidou hanabusa Lemon)

INFORMATION:
Name: Miyuki, Shirayuki

Race: Human (fooor now -winks-)

Weapon: anti-vampire fan (like in picture)

Age: 17

Personatily: It depends on who miyuki is with. for example-When she's with shiki she can let anything out, and is like a lilttle sister to him. but in genral she can be strong-willed, bubbly at times, and likes to make other people smile. but when shes around aidou she becomes clumsy, and extremely shy.

Backround: Miyuki Shirayuki..her past is in pieces. she can not remeber most of it (or rather it has been looked away) and she can only remeberbeing abused, her entire fmaily being muttered, and almost being killed off by bad vampires (shiki saved her)this might also be why she is always trying to make other smile, and why she is so fond of Shiki senri (and knows about vampires). and also becuase of her amazing eye's she is a model with shiki and rima. and this had made alot of people like her.
STORY START!
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"you brat! your nothing but trouble! those eye's those DAMNED eyes!" SLAP, miyuki about the age of 6 held her face where she was slapped "I'm sorry..I'm sorry" i cried, not knowing what i had really done wrong..
[END OF FLASH BACK]
"Miyuki..Miyuki!" i heard someone call out my name, i snapped out of it to see zero, a smile spread across my face "oh, hai zero-chan!" i clung to him like a child, zero sighed annoyed by this "let's go, yuki is already at the gates" he muttered. i let go of him and skipped to our post, pushing that..horrid memory out of my mind for the moment,as i kept on smiling. i sighed and jumped onto the top of the gates "oi! listen up crazy fan girl's! stay back and no one gets hurt!" i simply said then jumped back down just as the gate opened, i looked back. and there they where the night class they where outstanding, so beautiful, but what was really amazing..is that they where 'vampires' of coruse only a few non-vampires at cross adamcy knew this, and i was one of them. my bright-icey blue eye's scanned the area, only to meet a dark-icey blue. aidou hanabusa. i hid my blush trying not to be clumsy at this point "bang!" i heard him point to his fangirl's i refused to be apart of that, i turned around and took one step forward, only to land flat on my face. i heard a bored sigh and felt wamt hand help me up "are you alright?" i looked up, and soon my worries..the dark feelings that where haunting my heart a moment ago vanished as shiki helped me up "try not to get hurt before the photo shoot" he helped dust me off, i pouted but i knew he meant well, i clung to him "shiki-ni~" i felt angry eye's staring at me, i nerouvsly laughed and let go of him "ah, miyuki-chaaan, goodmorning bang~" i blushed deeply and looked back "a-aidou-san good morning" my heart ached when i looked into his eye's trying not to get any more of these girl's to hate me, i saw a grin spread across aidou's slim, pale face the next thing i knew i felt a pair of arms snake around my wasit, an a sweet strawberry scent filled my nose, i looked back and i swear my heart skipped a beat " do you need help miyuki-chan~" at this moment i wanted him to hold me like this forever..i wanted to be just his...but sadly i knew he would never feel the same like i did for him... "just kidding~" he let go of my wasit and waved in the air "bye-bye" and soon re-joined the other night class students, shiki still stood there i couldn't face him, i knew the look he was giving me..he knew how i felt about aidou..and really if i saw that look..i would cry right into his arms, my heart shattering like glass...
[few hours later]
I sighed i i got to my dorm room, i closed my eye's for a moment, i was glad yuki wasn't here to see tears in my eye's. i looked at the time and cursed under my breath soon i had to put on that smile again, and go to a photo-shoot with rima and shiki. I threw my shoes back on than ran out the door "ALLLRIIIIGHT! LET'S HAVE A GREAT SHOOT TODAY!" i yelled while raising my fist in the air, rima backed away alittle and shiki pulled me down so i'd sit in my seat. he glanced at me, his eye's sreaching for any sign of hiding what i really felt inside, i sqeezed his hand and only smiled. soon we got to the photo-shoot, i basically jumped out of the car and made a back-flip onto a gate behind the director. he looked at me in a funny way "ah, miyuki same a always i see" he teased and clapped his hands together "alright your outfits are in the trailers, hurry and go get them on" i linked arms with shiki and rima and (dragged) them to the fitting rooms, once i was in mine i looked at was before me, my eye's (alright so bright and sparkly) sparkled i un-dressed and put on my outfit, it really hugged my body but in a good way, and the gold running down the side, i carefully pulled up my fish-net thigh-highs and put my hair into pig-tails, i opened and closed the fan, (she's wearing what's in the pic) i smiled, i haven't worn things like this since i was a little girl, my smile faded as i thought back, i stared into the mirror..into my eyes "she really hated them..huh?" i shook my head when i heard rima knock on my door and headed out "let's do great today!"[after photo shoot, at cross]i stretched "that went well" i smiled as i clung to shiki. rima went on ahead of us "you alright?" shiki whispered to me, i frowned and tighten my grip on him "hai" i smiled at him. i didn't want to cry, not right now. then i smelled his scent...i froze and looked up "a-aidou" i muttered queitly, my cheeks burning, he stepped out from under a tree and smiled "hello shiki, hello miyuki-chan" i could hear him stress my name and my blush deepened. "miyuki-chaaan!"i looked beyond aidou and saw ichijou "ah, ichi-chan" he smiled "did you ask her yet aidou?" i could see a smirk slowly spread though those perfect..teasing lips as he looked at me..almost though me like an open book "ah..yes miyuki-chan would you like to come to my birthday party tonight?" he gently grabbed my hand and his lips braely brushed though them, i saw a red tint in his eye's. thank go shiki was with me or i would have passed out "h-hai!" i muttered quickly, aidou's smirk grew wider "good, see you tonight" he whispered, he voice made me shiver, my hand burned from where he just touched it. shiki came up next to me when the other to left "miyuki..becareful around some of those night class students" shiki warned "it'll be okay..i have you after all" i smiled, i saw a look in shiki's eye's i couldn't quite figure out he sighed and kneeled on one foot, his arms in his pockets, my smile widden as i jumped onto his back and linked my legs though his arms, he stood up and slowly wlaked down the pathway towards the dorms, my face was pushed agiasnt his soft back "warm.." i muttered. shiki would always do this when i felt down, but really at this moment i had mixed emotions..about so many things, i closed my eye's listening to his settle breathing, i tried to imagen aidou holding me like this..even closer..where i could hear his blood pluse maybe..i would gladly give him my blood, my arms where wraped around shiki's chest, they tighten the more i thought about aidou...and the more i knewhow impossible it would be for him to feel the same. My eye's slowly closed as i thought back to the first time i met aidou hanabusa...
[FLASH BACK]
I sighed as i walked on edge of the tall wall, i was so happy that i would be starting school here at corss adacemy, even though i was in night day and shiki was in day "ah shiki!, i haven't seen shiki-ni in 2 weeks!" i whined to myself as i jumped off and landed on my feet, i snapped my eyes in the direaction of the night class, my eye's glancedaround the area a small smile spread across my pale thing face, i carefully made my way towards a large cherry blossom tree that hung over the back entrance of the night class, my pale cold hand's reached up and grabbed hold tightly of the tree branch, in one swift movement i swung myself up onto the tree, i held onto the next bracnh and swung down and gracefully landed on my feet "she sticks the landing" i giggled to myself, oblivious to the fact i had cut my hand on the tree branch. i straightened out my shirt,jacket and skirt (school hadn't started yet) and i kept walking "hault! who dare passes here!?" i froze eye's treeembling alittle, ilooked back at a man in a dark cloak sitting in the corner of ther back entrance, i gulped "ano...my name is miyuki shirayuki i'm the new 'gaurdian' here and uh-" he cut me off "i heard about you from headmaster, you can pass" he voice was sharp and hoarsy, i just nodded and quickly (as fast as my legs would go at the moment) but i slowed down as i saw the door's to the dorm"t-this is a dorm?" i muttered to myself it looked like a mansion!, i suddenly felt a chill go up my spine, and i shivered "ohhh? what do we have here?" my turned quickly, making my hair spin as i turned to face to boy's behind me, i lost my breath when i looked at the boy on right, he had golden blond haie, amazing ocean-blue eye's and his pale skin was perfect, i shook my head to snap out of it sitll feeling cold "and who might you be?" the boy stepped closer to me "did you hurt yourself?" his hand gently grabbed mine, to show a cut on my hand, i gasped was he a?- "your scent is amazing. just like those eye's of your's" he muttered, one of his fang's brushing gently across my wound "a-ah' i muttered the boy behind him sighed, he had crimosn eyes, orange fire hair and was also very beautiful. "i won't be repsoneble for this" "y-your a vampire?" i asked queitly, he froze his blue eye's confused for a moment but then replaced with a smirk on his face, before he could continue i felt someone's hand grab my other free one and pulled me away from my fantsy "leave her alone, she's with me" a smile qucikly formed on my face "shiki-ni!" i hugged him tightly, he had a choclete pocky stick haning from his mouth, a lazy look on his face. "this is miyuki" he muttered "oho, so this is the girl you always tlaked about" i looked at shiki he wasn't looking at me, was he embarrssed, "i see, i'll leave her be than" i suddenly felt sad as i heard him leaving "w-wait!" i blurted out, the two boy's stopped "kain akatsuki" he muttered, the only one simply smiled "Aidou hanabusa, it's nice to meet you...miyuki-chaan" he waved and kept wlaking, i felt my cheeks burn, even as shiki scolded me for comming here without him, or zero by my side, it didn't matter becuase i knew at that moment, it was love at fisrt sight "Aidou..hanabusa" i muttered, saying his name made my lip's tingle.
[END OF FLASH BACK]
i snapped out of my flash back as i felt someone shake me, my eye's opened and i wa sin my room, lying on my bed, shiki sitting in a chair next to me. "i fell asleep?" rubbed my eye's as i sat up "it's almost time to go..if you still want to" i gasped, aidou's party! oho, no way in HELL would i miss HIS party! i jumped up "c-come on let's go shiki-ni" he saw the sparkle in my eye's and simply smiled lazily and leaded me out the door. after what seemed like a enteratiy, we made it to the night dorm's, i linked arm's with shiki as we walked down a lighted path of tree's, soon i could see a beautiful fountain while people hanigng around it, they stared at me, as the wind ble my hair i could have sworn their eye's all went crimosn redand i felt shiki's grip tighten on mine, i felt happy..that he cared so much for me, i took a deep breath in than out as we got to the main area, there shiki let go of me, since the people there he could trust, he leaned and whispered into my ear "be careful" he ruffled my hair and went to go get a drink, i saw him drop a blood tablet into his drink he dropped one onto the table, and my heart raced alittle, i slowly eched my way to the table and my hand brushed over the small white pill and slid it into my pocket, i felt the same chill run over my spine my eye's slowly looked from the table only to meet gaze of 'those' eye's, a small gasp escaped my mouth as aidou stood before me, his eye's sparkling in the moon light, i could smell his scent, like roses. "i'm glad you made it miyuki-chan" he leaned in closer my heart started to beat faster, "a-ah..arigatou for invitng me...ano..happy birthday aidou-san" i nearly fianted when his hand brushed my cheeck "you know. your eyes are even more amazing in the moonlight..if possible" he whispered seductively, he then stood up straight and i missed how close he was..i felt his breath on me. "hey..miyuki-chan..are you nerouvs about somthing? your pulse..is so fast right now' i bit m ylower lip, i forgot about how vampire's could sense that. he linked his hand with mine and started to lead me away from the party "a-aidou-san where are we going?" i muttered, he didn't face me but i could tell he was smirking "it's so borning at the party anyway,why not get to really each other?" my eye's widdened, trufully i was scared to be alone with him..i always became clumsy and stupid actions. "really-" before i could finish i tripped over a tree stump "kya!" i screamed, ready to hit the un-forgiving ground, but i never did instead i felt warm arms wrap around me, aidou's sweet scent filling the air, i blushed and quickly broke from his embrace, (regretting in horribly) and dusted my self off "gomenasai.." i muttered suddenly remebering how i would have been treated if that had happened, i wanted to keep saying 'sorry' but i didn't want to freak him out..i felt his hand wrap around mine and continue to lead me to whereever he was taking me "where are we-" i stopped as i saw a huge lake infront of us, the mooning making it shine, my eye's sparkled "it's amazing" i muttered i looked at him and there was a look on his face i couldn't read, he sat on the grass and patted a side beside him, this wasn't a side i usually saw of him, he was usually seductive,idol-senpai to the day time girl's but this side wasn't all bad either. i sat next to him trying to keep my heart from racing, even though my cheecks burned. "what's wrong" he muttered after sometime i froze "w-what do you mean?" i stuttered, he sat up a smirk on his face, but it seemed...darker "you can't lie to me miyuki-chan.." the way aidou said my name made me shiver i sat up, suddenly afaird..i didn't want him to know of my past..i...didn't want him to hate me. my body pushed upward as i stood up, i felt light-headed "g-gomenasai..i have to go" i muttered my body turned to walk the other way but then i couldn't move and felt utterly cold "e-eh?" i looked down to see i was frozen from wais't down. i trembled, i wasn't strong enough to break free, aidou wlaked up to me "i told you i wanted to know more about you..so start tlaking or i won't let you go" he whispered in my ear seduvicly, i closed my eye's, tears threaten to fall, but i could not disobey him..i was to much in love with him "hai.." i muttered, my eye's closed tightly, as i faded back into the horrible memorie..or atleast what i could remeber...
[FLASH BACK]
i don't remeber much of my past, i don't remeber my father either..all i knew was my mother didn't like him...she said i reminded her of him..espcially my eye's..she hated the most. i was the outcast everywhere i went and didn't know why, i had a younger brother who was raised to hate me as well... "m-mama i'm sorry! i'm sorry.." i cried as i sat at the corner of my bed, crying with fresh wounds on my body, "what did i do?..why am i hated so much" the thoughts ran though my mind, it was about 9pm at night, i had snuck out to just get away for awhile, the tears ran down my face, stining the wounds on my face, as i wlaked i felt people's cold eye's on me, so i ran i just...ran as fast as my legs would carry. i felt a couple of drops land on my face and i slowly stopped, 'rain" i muttered, slowly tears came bak, pouring down my face, i held my knee's i had no idea where i was, but i didn't matter mom wouldn't care...i tared at my reflection in one of the puddle's in the ground, i hated feeling this way, i didn't fit in this world, where did i belong? 'i hate you! your the wrost thing that's ever happened to me!' i put my hands over my face thinking about all the cruel words the spoke 'you don't belong here! you and that dmaned man!..those eye's..those damn eye's! why don't you just die!' i felt the burises and cuts on my body,my eye's slowly opened, only to be blinded by the pouring rain, i saw a shard of glass near me, my eye's where hallow and i don't even remeber reaching for it..i just had it in my hand's suddenly 'mama's right you know...you don't belong here..freak' 'hey,hey isn't that her? what a freak' my brothers, my mom's and other people's words haunted me, mocked me, no more i reached up and waited for the sharp,shard to pierce my pale,tender skin..but it never happened i opened my eye's only to find someone's hand over mine, i gasped and looked up at a boy he had messy brown-red hair, dull blue eye's he was about 2 years older maybe? "don't do anything you'll regret.." he muttered pulling the weapon away from my little hand's, i stood up quickly "w-why would you care?!" i screamed i was to upset to be thankful that someone actually stopped me. his hand reached to my face i flinshed thinking back to the time's i was slapped, his cold hand brushed over mine carefully, as if i would break if touched "my name is..shiki senri" he said softly, his eye's staring into mine, somthing about them..made me feel warm..and fimilar...since that day i was always with shiki, i would skip classes to see him even though i'd mostly see him at night, i smiled more i loved shiki like a brother. i looked at the time and frowned and stood up "by, shiki-ni" i sadly muttered, i glanced at him he had an unreadble experssion at the moment, i waved goodbye as i snuck back into my house "where have you been?!" i heard that sharp voice agian, i turned to face her eye's wide, trembling "i-i'm sorry i-" SLAP she had skapped me to the ground "you monster! stay here dman it!" she slammed the door shut, i just layed there on the floor, teard threaten to over-flow. i heard noise down stairs suddenly, like somone had knocked the door down "G-GET AWAY!" i heard a voice scream "hiso..." i muttered (her brother) i froced myself to get up and slwoly climbed down the stairs "mama?...hiso?.." i sddenly felt cold, i held my arms around my chest as i walked though the cold dark house then i froze there stood a man, bright red eye's and crazy look on his face, he had hiso he was stuggling, i looked down to see blood on the floor..then mama "t-this..is your fault..monster..." she muttered looking at me..then dying, i screamed then i saw it the man sunk his teeth into hiso, the smaller boy screamed, his skin turning pale, blood over-flowing onto his body, i screamed even more my hand on my head, he soon dropped hiso, licking blood of his hands, i looked at the lifeless bodies before me, and i ran underneath the man out the door, i had only my socks on, skirt and t-shirt. the wrost thing about it was it was snowing, as i ran i left a trail of my blood..not mine but my brothers and mother's, tears ran down my face "v-vampire?" i muttered to myself, i had no idea where to go i was getting futher and futher away from the town, soon i was in nothingness, i fell to my knee's out of breath, my pale cheeks flushed form running so long, i heard someone behind me, i screamed and saw the man "your blood..smells so good!" he yelled out i couldn't move, "n-no!" i screamed, as he lunged forward someone stepped infornt of me, his arm went though the man's stomach, i gasped, as shiki stood there crimosn red eye's "your disgrace to vampires.." shiki muttered, he turned to me and reached for my hand "are..you alright?" he whispered and from then on, i knew i wasn't in a normal world anymore...but..i didn't really mind it felt..normal to me.
[END BACK]
I opened my eye' i hadden noticed that i was un-frozen what seemed ages ago. i had tears in my eye's i didn't look at aidou "that's how i met shiki-ni..and that's how i found out about your race..about many things" i muttered "it sounds chopped up..i'm sorry but i can't remeber anything else.." i muttered, i always felt shiki was hiding somthing from me but i never knew what..i dared to glance at aidou, he was staring at me, i couldn't tell what he was thinking, he reached up and his hand rested on my cheek, i blushed but i didn't think he could tell in this light "she was wrong, your eye's are amazing" he leaned in closer until his face was an inch away, his lips nearing mine, my heart stopped as his warm lips gently locked with mine, my eye's widdened tears rolled down my cheeks, but soon was over when i heard rushling in the bushes aidou quickly backed away, i was suddenly sad without his body heat with me, i looked back to see kain "ah...sorry but aidou it's almost dusk..we have to go back" he muttered and turned to leave, i stood up and dusted myself off "bye aidou-san" i muttered and quickly ran off before he could do or say anything else. i was such a coward..
[NEXT DAY]
I stood at the gates of the night dorm, i havent spoken or seen aidou since then, and really i was scared to see him..i heard girl's scream as night class walked out, my heart stopped as i saw him, his golden hair, ocean-blue eye's and his lip's..damn it i couldn't look at him without thinking about that night his eye' caught mine and a playful smirk appeared on his face, zero was glaring at him. he couldn't trust him this much i knew, i sighed at that fact, i didn't even notice i was still glancing at aidou "oi, it seems i have another aoruotome?" aidous eye's shinned, i blushed some of the girl's glared at me "as if it weren't bad enoughmiyuki was a 'perfect' and was able to talk to night class...espcially shiki-senapi but now she's after idol-senpai! freak" my eye's widdened, my heart raced i was embarrssed, hurt and i wanted to die at the moment. tears started to fall i felt like i was stuck in the middle of a war zone, zero almost punched aidou but kaname stopped him (but he did slap him) "miyuki-chan!" yuki called as i ran off, i hated this..i should have never told him...still...why did i still want to be with him so much...even though he's hurt me so deeply now? i kept running..not knowing what to do or where to go..i hated this feeling!, i was being clumsy so i tripped over a tree stump and went tumbling down a hill,i stopped right before i landed in a lake "ow.." i muttered my uniform was all screwed up now. i rolled onto my back and stared at the sky, i had cut my knee, and my eye's stung. 'what if a bad vampire comes?' deep in my mind i thought about that, but at the moment i didn't care..and if i had ot i had my moon-fan weapon, i heard footsteps but i didn't bother to see who it was i felt warm arms wrap around me, and pull me closer to them, i wanted to think it was aidou but i knew it wasn't, but still i was glad it was.. "shiki-ni" i cried into his chest, he smelle dlike chocolte and strawberry pocky, i clung to him, usually it was becuase i was acting bubbly and like a kid sister but this time it was becuase i couldn't hold out anymore, and he was the only one i could count on. he held me tighter but didn't say anything, he was holding me bridal-style as he stood up and walked back up the hill, i had alot of things i wanted to ask shiki..not about aidou but if was hiding somthing..about MY past...if he knew..anything, my vision blurred in and out from the tears, i must have passed out from crying part way becuasewhen my eye's slowly opened i was in the head-master's spare room. shiki was sitting net to me, eating pocky i smiled slightly as reched for one that was in his hand, "gomenasai" i muttered, he looked at me "don't..please don't cry anymore" he wiped a stray tear form my face, and i nodded i looked at the mirror, i was a mess, my hair all over the place, my wrapped up knee, and dirt on my uniform. "aidou's a baka..for not knowing what he had" he muttered, i slightly smiled "arigatou..shiki-ni..i'm going to try to sleep now..you should head to class?" shiki hesitatied, he looked though me at the sky, i wondered what he was thinking about..it looked like he wanted to tell me somthing..but he shook his head and ruffled my hair, and in one graceful movement he was gone. i sighed and removed my unfirom jacket and skirt, only to leave a white lace tank top and mini-black shorts. i ran water though my face when i senesed someone there, i grabbed my fan and swung it forward only to have it blocked and thrown across the room, i wanted to scream for shiki to come and resuce me, but then i ntoiced who scent it was i didn't look at the person only the ground "aidou-san.." i muttered, he wlaked up towards me "miyuki-" he hand reached for mine but i smacked it away, he frowned "you..why did you do that!?" i screamed, tears over-flowing "i spilled my heart out to you about my past..and you...you!" he stayed queit "gomenasai" he muttered i glared at him "i..i've LOVED you since first sight...even though i knew it was impossible i couldn't stay away from you! where you just playing with me? some human toy!?" i screamed i stared at my eyes though the mirrior "these damn eyes" i muttered at this moment my hands where pinned to the head-board of the bed and frozen to it by ice, and so where my feet, my eye's shot open in shock "a-aidou" i stuttered, he looked...mad? "you..i don't know why i did, but you eye's their amazing i told you!" he was hovering over me,eye's burning though mine "miyuki..." he whispered in my ear "i love you" my heart stopped for a moment, i wanted to cry "don't tease me-" he shut me up by kissing me, it was gentle at first but quickly became rough and passonite, i started to not be as tense and my muscles relaxed, my eye's started to close, i wasn't afaird..becuase i have been waiting so long for this..even if his words where false..i...was happy.his hand's slid under my tank-top and rested over my breast, i shivered at his cold touch, before i knew it in one swift move, my tank-top and shorts where off,his lps traced down my jaw line to my collar-bone, he left butterfly kisses until he reached my soft spot, he nipped,sucked and licked at it, i wanted him to suck my blood..i wanted to be a vampire with him..so that we would never be torn apart, he had already stripped down and was in the process of tkaing my bra off, but he never stopped with his kisses, his finger suddenly went into my womanhood so i jolted back from shock, he smirked slightly then attcked my pale-skin breasts, a small moan escaped my lip's which turned him on, he sat up for a mintue so he could un-freeze me legs and hand's, then he threw my arm's over his board shoulders and readied himself, he looked at me for a moment, but before my answer he thrusted forward, i screamed and held onto him, my nails clawed part of his back, his eye's turned crimosn red from smelling the blood, after awhile he thursted in and out, kissing away the tears the formed beucase of pain, soon it turned into pleasure and i moaned,loudly with him, "a-aidou-kun!" i screamed holding onto him for dear life, his eye's met mine and i blsuhed even more, he rested his head in my neck and went faster and harder "i'm going to cum..." he muttered, his breath made me shiver "m-me too" i screamed as we both came at the same time, he slowly pulled out of me and laied next to me, pulling me closer to him "your eye's rally are amazing.." he muttered, i held onto him "aidou.." i muttered as i slowly fell asleep, hoping he'd still be here in the morning.[next morning]I woke up to the light in my eye's i stretched and sat up half way, only to fell warmth, i looked down to see aidou asleep his arms wraped around my wasit, i smiled and tears slightly fell down my cheecks, from happniess, one landed on his face "ngh.." his ocean-blue eye's opened only to meet my bright-blue one's a smirk on his face "morning miyuki-chan" he reached up and pecked my lips, i slid down back to him and hugged him tightly "your...still here" i muttered, he had a confused look on his face but then understood "of coruse..i told you..i've loved you..since that time to.." he sniffed my hair, i blushed, i closed my eye's tightly then seriously looked at him, he blinked "eh?..ah what is it?" he asked alittle scared , i sat up "i..want you to bite me!" he blushed and fell out of the bed, i sighed "i meant my blood! turn me into a vampire!" he paused, suddenly serious he grabbed my arms "i won't take this away from you" he muttered, i looked at him in shock "but..i want to be with you!" i screamed, their was pain in his eye's i couldn't beleave it..he..didn't want me to be with him forever?..i shove dhim away and quickly (not sure how) threw on my dirt-filled uniform "wait!" he called, but for once i didn't listen to him, i just kept running, tears from anger fell, i wiped them away "bastard!" i cursed "what's wrong miyuki?" i paused, i've never heard this voice before, i looked back, i could tell this man was a "vampire.." i muttered "w-who are you, what do you want?" i blurted out, he held his hands up, "don't worry i'm not going to hurt you..it's just, i knew your father,...and i wanted to give you somthing from him.." he muttered if froze "d-dad?" but why did he know a vampire? "will you come with me?" the man reached his hand towards me "my name is kou" he smiled, i knew better than to go with someone i didn't know..espcailly a vampire shiki had warned me..but i was to upset to even care, i took his hand and went with him..he smiled and we dissappeared...
[SHIKI PROV]
he stood up, and punched aidou "you bastard" shiki cursed, aidou held his nose, but licked the blood off his hand "i.." aidou muttered and only looked away, "she loves you-" he stopped, aidou didn't know miyuki's secret, but she didn't either he was about to stay somthing when he smelled a scent "that scent.." his eye's widdened he stood up and ran off, taking aidou with him..
[back to miyuki]
"where are we?" i said in amazment as i looked at the castle before me, kou smiled "this is my home,com with me" he smiled i followed him, soon we came into his study "so um..my father what was he like?' i muttered "he was a kind, smart funny man. his eye's were just like yours as well" he smiled i smiled brightly, i was happy that he sounded like such a good man..a good father, i felt his hand on my shoulder and looked up, he was still smiling "here, let me not hold you up any longer" kou chuckled as he went over to his desk and flipped open to a couple pages into a huge book, it looked older, the spine was dmaged a bit and the leater looked worn-out, he then pulled out a creamy-white enavlope, with a real wax seal, he handed it to me and it was like my father was still holding it, i fought back the tears "arigatou.." i muttered "another thing like your father.." i heard kou mutter, but something seemed different in his voice i looked up, my eye's widdened "your just as big a fool" kou's fangs had grown large, his skin was rough-looking and his eye's hard as stone, his nails grew and slashed them towards me, i dodged and landed on the floor "w-what are you doing!?" i screamed, rolling over to the right side of the floor when he slashed themd own towards me, i got up on my knee's and pushed forward, i pushed the huge wooden door's open and slid foward, i held onto the stair railing and ran down the hall, i felt somthing pierce my skin and i looked at my shoulder, his nails had cut me, i held my shoulder as he threw me though the railing and i landed on the hard tile floor downstairs. "ngh" i muttered, my vision blurred "it was much easier to kill that women and your younger brother..miyuki..everyone's been lying to you" his voice was low and sharp, i felt his calmy hands around my thoart, i gasped for air, wishing someone would save me..shiki..aidou! "haven't you always wondered why your so different from others? the feeling shiki senri is hiding things from you?" my eye's snapped towards him, i wasn't going to fall into his taunts, soon i felt air fill my lunges, and two warm arms holding me i gasped, shiki was attacking kou and aidou was holding me tightly "are you alright?" aidou muttered into my ear, his face burried in my hair, tears came to my eye's "you came.." "of coruse.." he muttered and let go of me, i looked back to see shiki walking back to us, "shiki-" i paused my eye's widdened, i felt somthing warm, thick and liquidly run down my stomach and leg, i looked down slowly to see that kou's hand had gone though just below my chest, i couhed up blood and fell to the floor, my eye's going hallow, but i could still here "miyuki!" i heard aidou and shiki scream "you bastard!" "yes but i'm not the one lying to her am i..the truth is miyuki is-" "shut up" shiki hissed "a vampire' with little air i had left i gasped what? what did he mean? i wanted to ask shiki, say he was lying..shiki would never keep that away from me..aidou..what about aidou what did he think? "take her out of here, i'll finish him off!" was that aidou? i wandered, i felt someone pick me up from the ground, my blood probaly soaking them.i could see the white uniform they wore, the sleves now turned red in blood, all became queit, soon i felt myself being lowered again i was cold, was it snowing? "i'm so sorry miyuki" shiki..i tried to call ut to him but i couldn't "the truth is your a vampire..a purevlood, your father...was the elder son of mine..miyuki..your my cousin...please..forgive me" he paused "for what i'm going to do next.." i felt him pick up my body slightly, he tilted my head "it's time for you to remeber.." he muttered, shiki's fang's slowly piecred my tender, pale skin, i wanted to scream but his pale hand covered mine, i felt tears sting my eye's, and my body started to burn, it felt like i was going to break into pieces any moment, after awhile shiki pulled his fang's out, and bit his own lip his face lowered and his lip's met mine, i felt blood on my tounge but...it tasted sweet..normal..my eye's became crimson red, his lips left mine, i reached up and licked his neck, and my new...or rather my awakened angs peicred his skin, and i greedily took his sweet blood. and before i knew it..i fell intot he darkness.
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"she's so werid!" "ya ya don;t get to close to her" where am i?..i wondered around in the dark, "miyuki..." i turned and gasped "papa?" i ran and hugged him "why..why did you hide this from me? what happened?" i screamed, his hand brushed my hair back "i'm sorry, that you've had such a rough life..the letter...read..the letter and remeber..i will always love you" before i knew it he was gone, my hand reached out "papa!"
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"ah!" I gasped and sat up, sweat ran down my hands, i felt someone hold my hand tightly i looked up to see aidou "a-aidou?" i hugged him tightly "aidou!" he kissed my head "your..not scared?" i asked looking into his ocean-blue eye's "of coruse not! this..amkes everything better..we can be together forever.." i looked a thim "but why wouldn't you bite me before?" his grip tighten on my hand "becuase i didn't want you to regret it..and become unhappy" i reached towards him and crashed my lips onto his, he held my neck tightly, "i love you" aidou breathe dinto my neck, his fang's brushed my neck, and slowly bite into my skin, i gasped but soon held onto him tightly, i opened my mouth and bite down into his neck, he shivered at first but a low moan escaped his lips we both pulled back, he wiped blood off my chin he rested his head on mine "i'll be back in alittle while.." he stood up, my heart ached i didn't understand why he was leaveing until i saw shiki walk in, taking his place "shiki-ni" i smiled sweetly, i could tell he had been crying 'i-" i put a finger to his lips "it's okay..arigatou" i muttered hugging him tightly, he returned the hug like his life depened on it "i'm happy..that shiki-ni is my cousin! and i can be with you..and aidou forever!" i let go of him and stopped when he pulled out the letter, my grip on the blanket's tighten, but i nodded and took the letter, is lwoly opened it and took out the aged paper,and read the letter:
Dear my darling daugther,miyuki
i'm sorry that you had to find out the way you did, no matter what happened i know your a strong girl..the truth is i'm a vampire..a pureblood but your mother..and soon to be brother was not..you are, but kou tried to come after you he feared your power..so i erased your mind of your other side of 'you' when the time comes i know shiki will be there to take care of you and explain..he's your cousin after all..but you two wher liek siblings..do not worry about kou...one way or another he will be taken care of..i fear this is my last time i will ever be able to see or talk to you again, so please remeber no matter what you are my loving daugther, you will meet a wonderful boy (or shiki will kill them) and a happy life one day, and that i always love you..and don't forget your amazing eyes, don't let anyone tell you otherwise..miyuki..my daugther i love you..and please remeber the good times and move foward..i love you..
your father,
Akira shirayuki.
i Held the letter, my hand's trembled i was crying "papa.." i mittered..i remebered it all now, my time's with papa, with shiki as a little girl, as a vampire..and when kou came after me and papa..it all made sense now, i looked up at shiki he hugged me tightly once more "miyuki?" he muttered i held onto him "shiki, i remeber it all now..arigatou..i love you shiki-ni" he let go of my and wiped away tears "me to" he stood up "aidou you can come in now" aidou in one graceful movement came to mys ide and held me tightly, our lips met once again, it was full of passion and love, after what seemed like a year we broke the kiss, i leaned my head on his head"i love you" he muttered, i smiled "i love you.."
"why can't i stay away?"

[EXTNED ENDING]
It has been 10 years after that day, since then i've had a boy (now 14 sou) and a girl (8, yuki) and they both had my amazing blue eye's and yuki had aidou's hair. i smiled at them as they played with their uncles, shiki,kain and zero and aunts yuki and rima, since that day when i found out so much i became closer to the 'night class' we where all fmaily, even kaname took a liking to sou and yuki "mama! comon hurry up!" i heard sou call, i looked up from my thoughts to see everyone was here, shiki,kain,zero,yuki just everyone i felt a cold hand grab mine, aidou smirked "comon miyuki-chaan" i laughed he was still such a kid sometimes i held his hand and we both ran towards everyone, i grabbed shiki's hand and even though my father wasn't here to see this, my life was happy now, and i wouldn't have it any other way...
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THE END!ARIGAOTU AND SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG BUT I WAS HAVING INTERNET PROBLEMS BUT FINALLY ITS DONE! YAYS! HOPE U LIKE IT!

"I'll Bite You To Death, Hibari Kyoya"

Name:
Original name: Charlotte NgJapanese name/Fake name/

Alias: Miyano Aiko (child of sadness) (Aiko made this name since she figured it'd be more easy to pronouce for the Japanese and she thinks that it's like a new start)

flame: Mist

Personality (Detailed Paragraph): Aiko appears to be cold, depressed, sarcastic, and apathetic at first, but she can be a bit different when you know her better. However, she doesn't like to show her true feelings, being mysterious and secretive. On the inside, she is nothing like her tough shell. She is actually caring, sympathetic, kind and nice, but she has difficulty in trusting others. She can be offended or hurt easily, but she refuses to show it. She is a master of fake smiles and poker face. Since it's hard to have friends, she gets jealous and possessive over hers easily. If you ever betray her/lose her trust, it's going to take a LOT of effort to gain it back. Always aims for more since she thinks she's never good enough, thus giving herself unnecessary pressures. She also tries to not rely or get too close to anyone, thinking that she'd be betrayed or lose them one way or another, though she is very loyal once you've slipped past her defense. But when Aiko is in her mothering-mood (only towards wounded, animals, and children, or other people in need), she's almost a different person. Eg. She smiles warmly, capable of (real, not ironic and scaring) giggling and gentle, though she can switch back to her normal self immediately. I guess you can say she can be a great actress if she wanted. Also, do NOT give her chocolate or anything too sugary, she has sugar rush. Aiko is quite shy towards male, since she studied in all-girls school when she was still in HK. Despite she would never admit it, you can tell by her blushing face. (I swear, this is the worst disadvantage to have pale skin)Past :Her family life is pretty much a mess. Divorced parents, suicidal relatives, and being treated like a wallflower despite she was sometimes admired by some, has altered her personality from cute and naive into what she is now. She also felt betrayed by her some of her 'friends'. Currently studying in Japan by scholarship. She's also very formal to people she does not know well. Also has the cold/ happy facadeshe learns how to defend herself as a mere interest at first, then she thinks she can further develop this as self-defense since she'd be staying in Japan alone.

STORY START NOW (note:also alot of people think he is related to hibari becuase they have the same color eyes and hair, plus at frist glance she acts the same)
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"kya! i-it's hibari-san hurry to class!" i heard some school girl's cry out, i shook my head i've been been at this school for two years now and i've learned that this hibari guy is the boss of the school basically, and he seemed to always glare at me, was it beucase i was mist-flamed? i, wlaked into the school only for people to move away from me "o-oi isn't miyano-san related to hibari kyoya?" i heard the whispers and only kept walking. people where either to scared becuase they THOUGHT i was related to kyoya or i was just a wall-flower and no one noticed me. i got to class and headed towards the back really the only people who would talk to me was tsuna and yamamoto, gokudera didn't like me whats-so-ever. i stared out the window as the teacher taught, the only thing that got my to pay attention was when i heard "CRACK' looked up to see it was my own desk that was split in two by none-other-than hibari kyoya, who seemed to glare at me even more hatefully today. i stared at him "what?" i muttered "you where late again herbiove, denteion today after school" he glared then walked away,when he spoke to me i felt my heart flip, i shook my head 'that was nothing that was nothing..' i tred to convince myself. sometimes when people would call out 'miyano' i would respond since that wasn't my birth name i sighed since my desk was now destoryed i had to share one with tsuna. "a-are you alright miyano-san?" he asked worried, i felt kinda happy he was worried but i would never admit "i'm fine tsunayoshi-san" i whispered and got back to work. the bell rang, school was over but i sitll had to go to detention, on my way i was stopped "oi oi, miyano is it true your related to hibari kyoya?" a senior teased "ya ya but dosent she have a different last name? maybe she changed it beucase it was to embarrsing" miyano was feeling annoyed, i slapped the senior "oi! shut up already i'm not related to hibari kyoya damn it!" i gasped then ran down to the repcetion room where detention was, i ran in only to be hit on the head with a pair of tonfa's i winced in pain but just said nothing, i wasn't going to let my emotions get ahed of me. i just sat down and said nothing, hibari kept glaring at me "for running in the halls another day of dention tomorrow" he snapped then went to his desk, i glared at him i had to ask "do you hate me beucase i have the same flame type as mukuro rokudo?" at that name his onyx eyes snapped at mine and grabbed my wrist "never mention that name infront of me" he stated, i just nodded. he let me go and we sat in silence. "gomenasai..hibari-san" i muttered after some time, he didnt spare me a glance "hn" i sighed, i looked at the time he then spoke "you can go now" he muttered, i looked at the floor part of me wanted to stay so i wouldn't have to go back to my house, since i lived alone in japan. it's not like i kept in contact with my fmaily or so-called friends back home. "oh...uh alright" i grabbed my bag and started to walk out of the school. it was late i stared at the moon but then felt some people behind me,i turned around to see men in black suits "are you a guardian of tsunayoshi?" i felt my heart pound, but i didn't admit that, i stepped back 'calm down calm down don't show them any fear' i thought to myself i quickly searched for my crossbow (same as vongola boss 8th) indigo flames surronded them "w-wait it's not what you think" one of the men cry i closed my eye's about to fire them into my illusion when i felt somthing wrap around me and pull me to the ground, i opened my eyes to see a man about 22 standing above me, but looking at his men "oi oi, don't scare her by popping out like that" he then kneeled down and helped me up "i'm sorry they did that, my name is dino boss of the cavallone i was wondering if you knew where hibari kyoya was?" he smiled, i wante to blush but i didn't "um.." i started but then a blur came at us and hit dino in the face, i blinked "your disturbing namimori grounds" hibari put up his tonfa's "i'll bite you to death" dino laughed "ah kyoya there you are." he looked at me "for a moment i could have sworen you where hibari's sister", my grip tigthen on my crossbow "she's not my sister, she just a stupid herbiove tansffer student" i froze, for some reason the periced my heart, i bit my lower lip and picked up my bag "nice to meet you cavallone-san" i whispered than ran off before i would cry infront of them. Dino shook his head "at time's you a baka kyoya" i got to my apartment and queitly sobbed, i felt somthing rub agaisnt my leg so i looked down, it was a small kitty, i smiled gently (for once) and picked her up "why are you out so late?" i smiled alittle while petting it's head, then i felt a small tug on my skirt, i looked down to see to kids "arigatou for catching he miss, we've been trying all day" they smiled, i just nodded then gave it to them and walked into my apartment, i laye din my bed as the tears kept falling "why does it hurt so much?..when he said that...i..i can't fall in love i'll only be betrayed in the end" i whispered and kept crying until i fell asleep. the next day i woke up i gasped as i looked at the time i slept though the whole day "damn it" i cursed under my breath as i sat up, i heard a knock on the door and went to answer it "hello-" i froze at the sight of hibari standing in my door-way, murderous aura around him "you think beucase you skipped school you don't have to go to detention?" he grabbed my wrist and froced to namimori we got to the reception room and i sat on the couch, i didn't look at him or speak, but i think that only made it worse, i felt him pin me to the couch, i still didn't look at him, her grabbed my chin and made me look at him "you've...being crying?" he mostly asked himself, i looked at him "no i wasn't" "lair..chatlotte" my eyes widden "your real name was charoltte, but now it's miyano akia am i right? you hide your emotions beucase of your past of your fmaily and firends" his oynx eye's was burning into my oynx one's i felt heat rise in my cheeks and tear threaten to spill-over "s-so what! what do you want from me! you hate me this much becuase i have the same flame as rokudo! am i really that horrible of a person to you!" i screamed and cried and head-butted him at the same time, he only stood up as i landed ont he floor "you keep saying i'll bite you to death but what if I bite YOU to death!?" i couldn't stop crying until i felt somthing warm and soft crash onto my lips, i stopped crying and looked up to see it was...HIBARI!? i froze at frist i didn't do anything, but his grip on me tighten so i started to kiss him back, after awhile i bite his lip so he'd let go, he glared at me. i thought he was going to hit me but instead he tilted my head a bit my soft-spot in one try. i gasped as i felt blood trickle down my neck but he licked it away, then wiped the few last tears away. "you read me like a book, why?" i muttered still upset, "becuase herbiove..i researched you becuase i wanted to know the real you, not the herbiove i though you where" he muttered pulling my closer to him, i breathed in his scent, my eye's snapped open "n-no! i can't i won't! i won't be betrayed again! i won't" i pounded on his chest he only tighten his grip to the point i couldn't move or struggle. "i won't be like those herbiove's your MINE so no one will get close enough o hurt you, and if they do i'll bite them to death" he nuzzled his head in my neck i started to calm down and i held onto him. "arigatou...kyoya-kun" i muttered "if you ever try to go agasint me again i'll bite you to death herb-...charlotte" he put his head agasint mine, his eye's burning though me again, i smiled at him and kissed him on cheek "i love you to, kyoya hibari" as we kissed once more.

"I will always love you Gaara...." (one-shot)

INFO:
Your name is elaine saki, Yur form the leaf village and ur in team 7 w/sasuke naruto sakura and kakashi, your 16 years old but you don't have any family and u used to be an outcast becuase you have the 10-tailed wolf demon inside of u, some people still don't like you but you ingore it and ur very close to sasuke,naruto and gaara, but ur also in love w/gaara and is happy that hes the new kazakage (sp?)you look like:http://i89.photobucket.com/albums/k213/Setachi/girls157.jpg(you don't actually wear that though)your quiet and kinda shy but when it comes to missions ur serious and emotionless (most of the time) you use "yin and yang" swords and this is the seal that on ur stomach:http://i679.photobucket.com/albums/vv155/iNinja_Jon/Seal-1.jpg(the word in the middle means hate sorry iw ouldnt show up so just click on the link) she knows all jutsu's or mostly all of them and shes ambu captin since the age of 12, w/the yin yang swords there powerful but better when used together, and for her summoning animal there wolve's.oh and shes a fighter but laso and medic nin as welland thats it for info story beign now!___________________________________________________________________

I sighed to myself as i walked around the village it was so boring when i had no missions and i've been stuck doing paper work for weeks in anbu "i want a mission damn it!" i pouted as i stopped infront of the stone status of the hokage's i wanted to become the next hokage! so even though me and naruto where buds i knew we'd have to fight someday..unless we could both be hokages at the same time i thought happily, "i won't lose to you gaara-sama" i blushed as i said his name, he didn't like it when i would be formal and call him 'gaara-sama' or 'kazakage-sama' i shurgged at the thought then heard someone call me name "elaine-chan!" i looked back to see sakura running up to me "what is it sakura-san?" i titled my head as she caught her breathe, "hokage-sama wants to see us" she stood up now heading towards there, i shurgged and followed her, as soon as we walked in i saw kakashi,naruto, and sasuke waiting there as well "elaine-chaaan!" naruto tackle hugged me "i haven't seen u in like forever!" he whined, sasuke hit him on the head and made him stand up i just giggled but then when tsuande walked in i got quiet, "good now that your all here, i'll tell you what ur mission is-" tusande started "yesh i mission!" naruto called out in joy, and i secretly did the same thing "as i was saying, your all going to the sand village, there's been a threat agasint their kazakage gaara, so the elders requested ur group since you've helped them in the past" she handed us the report "leave in 3o mintues, dissmissed" "hai!" we all yelled and ran to get ready, as i packed was happy we where going to see gaara it's been awhile since we last saw him, i put on my necklace (its was a ruby rose) then zipped my bag shut, and put my yin yang sowrds on my waist "lets go!" i yelled to myself as i locked the door b4 i left then ran off to meet the others at the front g8, i ended up being the frist there, then naruto,sakura,sasuke and of coruse the last one was kakashi he took like 42 mintues, i sighed he was ALWAYS late but i never whined about like sakura and naruto but i did get annoyed, about 10mins into the journey naruto whined "are we there yet" everyone got a anime sweat drop "no naru-kun" i said as we ket walking"now?" he asked again i sighed"no"..."now?.."sigh "no naruto""nooow?""no" i said annoyed now."what about-" i stoped and turned around to face him "DAMN IT NOW NARUTO WHERE NOT THERE YET WE'VE ONLY BEEN WLAKING FOR 2 HOURS!" everyone froze in shock, it was rare when i would get that mad espically at naruto. "o-oh kay" he said shaking from fear, i sighed and kept walking.we made it two days w/out having to stop but now it was very late so we called it a night and we set up camp, naruto and sakura fell asleep but me sasuke and kakashi stayed up, "soo elaine-chaan u happy where going to see gaara?"kakashi asked while smiling though his mask, i was quiet for a moment until i knew what he ment "S-SENSI THAT'S NOT FAIR!" i whined, he just laughed and kept reading his book i mumbbled "I'll be back" as i went into the bushes and started to walk for awhile,i found a water fall and decided to train some, so i took out me swords and practiced movement w/them since i their like one when used together. i heard some rusling in the bushes so i stopped but it was just a bunny so i shurgged it off, i sat down by the edge now just looking at the water, it was rare to have red-crimson eyes but i didn't like them since they made me stand out more.. i lifted up my shirt some and stared at my seal, then sighed as i put it back down. gaara was lucky now that his demon was gone but i knew his pain wasn't i looked up to see the sun comming up so i made my way back to the rest, "u ok elaine-chan?" nartuo questioned, i looked at him werid "yes why?" he then pointed to my arm and i saw i had a deep cut "oh..must have been from training' i said mostly to myself as i wraped it up after i stoped the bleeding. "alright well lets go not to far from the sand village now" kakashi yawned as he ran off w/us following behind, i was the f astest of our group so i scouted ahead, we where now in a sandy dessert so i knew we'd be there soon "oi! kakashi-sensei where here!" i called back as i now saw the entrance to the sand village, the guards knew what we looked like and waved "weclome back you guys" as we got there he lead us to the kage office where gaara worked, he opened the door "he's waiting for you" he smiled as he kept wlaking back to his post, as we walked in i felt my heart pounding and head riseing to my cheecks, we knocked on his door "enter" i heard his clam voice say, but i kept my cool and opened the door as the others went in. gaara looked up at us, and naruto ran up to him 'yo gaara! it's been awhile hows are ya!?" naruto beamed, gaara gave a small smile at naruto, they where such good friends i thought to myself, everyone said hi to each other and what not. then temari,baki,and kankuro. and an elder came in "thank you for comming leaf village, please everyone team up will those that are here and one will stay w/lord gaara" he stated, so kakashi went off w/baki to go over plans incase of attack, sasuke went w/kankuro to keep guard around the weaker points of the village, naruto sakura and temari went together to also keep guard around weaker points. then that left me, i stood by the door lost in my own thought when i heard someone talk "elaine you can sit down" gaara's quiet clam voice made me shiver, i nodded and sat in a chiar next to his desk "arigatou gaara-sama", gaara paused for a moment then kept working but quietly added "just call me gaara" i ntoiced he seemes sad when he said that, "s-sorry gaara" i smiled at him, he just kept working i ended up helping him w/paperwork and etc. "so how's being kazakage going gaara?" i asked to break to slicnce, he looked up "it's good,hows anbu" i strecthed "it's well but lately i've been stuck w/reports and no missions" he had a soft chuckle as he kept working, i felt heat rise again so i didn't look at him.i just messed with the tips of my long red hair,then i heard a door open and a worker came in and brought in some tea then left, "arigatou" i quickly said be they left, then picked it up but froze 'there's somthing not right..the smell..there's level 6 poison!' the thoughts screamed in my head (since she has wolf demon she has ecxllenct sense of smell)i threw the cup down and it shattered into peices, then i saw gaara about to drink it so i leaned over the desk slapped it out of his hand and screamed "no!" then i froze, i can't belive i just acted like that infront of a kage, i looked at him and for amoment he was shocked but quickly went back to normal, "what are you doing" he auestioned as i sat back down hands in fist,i looked down "i-im sorry gaara-san but...it's just there was poison in the tea and so when your where about to drink it i freaked out...im sorry" i smiled weakly.
[GAARA POV]
i wacthed as she smiled weakly 'she always has a broken smile ever since i met her..i h8 that i can't do anything to help her..' the thoughts rang in my head{Beauty queen of only 18, she had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her but she belonged to some else}[NORMAL POV]"it's alright" gaara finally spoke and i sighed of reilf, he was so queit for awhile it worried me. 'i hope this dosent ruin anything..'i thought to myself. {i drove for miles and miles and would end up at your door I've had you so Many times but somehow i want more..'}We heard a knock and just incase i was ready to draw out my sword "enter" gaara said emotionless, naruto came in "oi, that elder dude said it's time for your annoucment or whatever" yep that was naruto i sighed as i stood up "we should go then" i smiled sadly, even when i tired to actually smile it looked sad, gaara nodded and we made our way to where he was making his speech{I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain look for the girl with the broken smile..ask her if she wants to stay awhile..and she will be loved...she will be lovedtap on my window knock on my door i want to make you feel beautiful i know i tend to get so insecure it dosen't matter anymore...It's not always rainbows and butterfiles It's compromise that moves us along, yeah my heart is full and my door is always open you can come anytime you want...}As we got there we met up with kakashi,sasuke,temari and the others. 'h-here you go gaara" i handed him the papers he needed but then i felt somthing swipe across my cheeck...one of the elders had slapped me (hes a newer elder) i stood there in shock fighting back tears and held my now stinging cheeck, everyone stood there in shock espically gaara....{I dont mind spending everyday out on the corner in the pouring rain look for the girl with the broken smile ask her if she wants to stay awhileand she will be lovedand she will be lovedand she will be lovedand she will be loved.....I know where you hideAlone in your car..Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all comes back and begs me to cacth her every time she falls}I stood there and looked at the elder who had slapped me, kakashi was holding back a now pissed naruto and sasuke,sakura,temari and kankuro didn't know what to say or do "listen her u leaf village outcast you WILL adress lord gaara w/repesct!" the other elders looked at him in horror for he had no idea what a close bond we had with gaara since he was newer, gaara stood and walked up to the elder then smacked him so hard blood was at the corner of his mouth 'gaara..' i thought, "no..u listen i told her not to adress me so fomal..don't you ever speak out of line like that again or you will be punshied greatly...now postpone the meeting for one hour do you understand me" for amoment gaara wasnt..clam he was..mad...emotion?..,i felt him gently take my hand and lead me to get frist aid, he did i himself! "y-you don't have to gaara...he's right i should-" he cut me off "i want to...does it sting anymore?" he placed a band-aid on my cheeck. i nodded slightly and tried to smile but failed, he rand his hand though my soft sliky hair 'her hair is so..soft and its like slik...' gaara thought to himself but quickly moved his hand and stood up "we should head back then..the meeting has to start soon" i held myself form blushing and nodded, i felt where gaara had put the band-aid on my cheeck and softly smiled as we made our way back to the meeting room. "okay, let the meeting begin" gaara sat down at his chair and placed his files down.{tap on my window, knock on my door i want to make you beautifulI don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain look for the girl with the broken smile ask her if she wants to stay awhileand she will be lovedand she will be lovedand she will be lovedand she will be loved....[in the backround]please don't try so hard to say good byeplease don't try so hard to say goodbye.Yeah[softly]I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain........try so hard to say goodbye....[end of song] }as they talked about the possible threat me,sasuke,sakura naruto and kakashi sat at the end of the table on guard incase of attack, my head was in the clouds as i sensed somthing that snapped me out of it, i looked out the window behind me "tusiko is everything alright?" sasuke raised an eyebrow causeing others to look towards us, my eye widened "g-get down!" i qucikly stood up and did fast hand signs "wolf style: barrier wall justsu!" suddenly a barrier wall shaped like a wolf appered and paper bombs expolded around it but not breaking the barrier, it dissppered as the bombs stopped. i quickly took out my yin sword (yin is the dark side of yin and yang) and blocked flying kunai that was aimed towards me. all of us where on guard now as 4 people stepped out from the shadows and the 5th one cme out i was guessing there leader "we are the koush clan, and we will take down the freat 5 nations starting witht he sand village" he stated, "you say ur from the koush clan,..but u forgot to mention ur where banished from the koush clan becuase of your foolish ideas" i stood up infront of everyone else. the boy looked at me "I kasuke will bring down this pitiful place starting w/you girl..." i sighed and looked back at the others, they nodded as they went after the others and i looked back as kasuke "bring it" i said taking out both my yin and yang sword "i see you have the yin yang sword..then you must be elaine saki, which means u also have the wolf demon within you" i looked at him in shock that he knew so much but i shook it off as he attacked i moved my sword movements in perfect scyne, i quickly put them away and amde hand signs "wolf style: shadow wolf twin jutsu!" wolves made of shadows appered and stirked him down 4 times b4 they where blown away by his wind style, i took my swords back out, gaara wacthed in amazement of how good i've gotten over the years. "show me what you got you monster" he mocked trying to get me to let out it's charka but i wouldn't but i was in thought which was the wrost mistake possible, the others where still fighting as kasuke got up and did hand signs "wind style..demon stike jutsu" i gasped as i saw him stike down his comrades, and mine but..v4 he could chaka blocked it everyone was in shock (he killed his own comrades gasp) then looked over at me i held my stomach and red charka surronded me i went three tails and attacked kasuke "i knew a monster like you couldnt contorl ur self" i growled and slashed him int he stomach "elaine...elaine!" i heard someone call 'w-who is calling me?...' deep whitin myself i thought. "i know ur not this elaine snap out of it..it's me gaara!" he called out to me 'gaara?...gaara...yes i remeber him...i...hes right i dont need this demon to help me!' b4 i attacked kasuke again i froze and struglled "kyaaaa!" i screamed out as it retreated and left some burn marks on me, "i wont let someone like you..who kills there own team to get to me!" i screamed, he only smirked and then ran towards the other...i got reckless...and b4 he hurt them...i took the hit
[GAARA POV]
i wacthed in horror as i saw elaine get stabbed and sliced in the stomach as she fell to the floor cluchting her stomach the others took down that kasuke guy..i ran over to her "elaine...elaine!" i held her and the blood was turing my white kage jacket red... she weakly smiled at me "g-gaara-sama..or i mean...gaara"[normal pov]gaara held me close to him "ur going to be alright just hold on" he started to go blurry and i barely heard him anymore "gaara...' i shakeingly put my hand on his cheeck "i..dont worry...i won't die..until i become hokage...remeber?..." coughed up more blood then i passed out as they rushed me to the hosptail.{I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can'tturn away I shouldn't see but i can't move I can't look away..}gaara paced around 'dont die...don't die...' the thoughts screamed in his head.my body layed there on the verge of dying..now it was up to me..and my will to live or not'w-where am i? i questioned as i flaoted alone in the darkness, then a voice spoke from behind "elaine" i looked behind and felt tears rise "o-obito!" i hugged him tightly "but that means.." i looked down sadly "yes...elaine you can't die yet you havent become the hokage! and what about gaara? remeber..rember when you frist met him" i closes my eyes the re-opened them to see my mind play that day again i had snuck out of the leaf village since no one knew i would be gone anyway..i thought sadly to myself as soon as i got there i saw some kids playing soccer and they asked me to join so i did i was happy becuase here they didn't think i was a monster...but soon the ball got stuck on a very high place "aw man i dont know the climbing jutsu yet!" one kid whined, suddenly sand surroned the ball as it flaoted down to a red-haired boy w/beautiful green eyes i was amazed but others look in horror "t-thats him..gaara of the dessert!" my eyes widdened as i saw those same callous eyes... 'hes the same'i thought sadly to myself as the kids started to run away i heard him sadly call out "wait don't go!" and the sand started to surroned them as they screamed it was about to attack until i took the hit "please stop! don't hurt them" i looked with sad pleading eyes ad he let them go as they ran off,after wards i walked up to him and kneeled down 'your the same..you and me' he looked at me puzzled 'your eyes there like mine...sad and alone..at my village ppl fear me bcuase i have a wolf dmeon inside of me, i showed him my seal that was on my stomach. then he showed my his on his head 'it means love' he muttered, and i smiled 'gaara-kun we where meant to meet eachother..ur means love..in the middle of mine it means hate..oppsites..yet so close together" i smiled so did he 'whats your name?' 'i'm elaine! i will always love you gaara-kun!' we linked out pinky's and smiled" i opened my eyes at obito "i know obi-kun..but i also miss you ur like my older borther!" i felt tears swell he wiped them away and hugged me "you know what your have to do..i'll be here when the time comes..but for now enjoy and tell kakashi he's done well" he smiled and faded awau, i closed my eyes then re-opened them only to find myself in a bright hosptial room.."ngh" i tried to sit up but failed, and i looked over to see gaara holding my hand asleep.{I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can't turn away I shouldnt see you but I can't move I cant look awayAnd i don't know to be fine when i'm not 'cause I don't know how to make this feeling stop}i shook him gently "gaara-kun..gaara-kun" he lifted his hed when when he saw me awake he hugged me tightly "your okay..." "i won't be for long if u keep hugigng me so tightly" i chocked out, he quickly let go and turned his head. i sighed as i stood up and stretched "i'm alright gaara, see?" i showed him my wound and it was almost comeltely healed. he sighed and stood up as well, "well thank's to u and the others there's no more threat..i guess that means u'll be leaveing soon?"{and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not... 'cause i don't know how to make this feeling stop..}I looked down shyly and started to blush, 'i-i have to tell him...i might not get a chance like this in a very long time!' the thoughts screamed in my head,i looked up at him, he head such beautifulemarlad greeneyes...and crimson red hair...we where like yin and yang..i was hatered he was lone,..i sighed and took a deep breath "g-gaara!" he looked surprised for a moment, then regained his normal expersion "what is it? elaine?.." i closed my eyes tightly and blurted it out "I-I LOVE YOU GAARA! I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL! EVER SINCE I MET U!...I'VE....been in love with you..." i kept my eyes shut tightly, feeling the heat rise in my cheecks knowing i was blushing deep shades of red, it was queit i thought i was going to cry! then i felt his soft cold hand touch my flaming cheeck, my eyes shot open as i flinched at his touch i couldn't look away, "you..love me?.." he asked in disbleif and i just nodded my head quickly. he looked away with a slight blush then back at me "i'm happy..i know my heart hurts so much when you leave.." i blushed even harder (if that was possible) "gaara-" i was cut off by his soft lips crashing into mine, at frist i kept my eyes opened in shock but then closed then as kissed him back, it was a sweet passionte kiss and i wish it would have lasted forever but we broke apart for air. "kyaaa that was my frist kiss!" then we heard squeals form outside as the door banged opened "FIANLLY!!!" they all screamed in joy, me and gaara blushed i mumbled "baka..."[few days later]we had to go back to the village but i would see him as much as possible, he kissed me goodbye but then looked down "gaara?" he knelt down and held out a box i gasped "elaine saki...will you marry me?.." i felt tears flow down my face as everyone else smiled "y-yed of coruse!" i hugged{[Chorus:]Just so you knowThis feeling's taking control of meAnd I can't help itI won't sit around, I can't let him win nowThought you should knowI've tried my best to let go of youBut I don't want toI just gotta say it allBefore I goJust so you know}i was so happy i didn't know what to do, sadly we had to go back but i knew our love would last forever....i would always love him.....
[FEW YEARS LATER]
as i looked out the window i heard a knock on the door "come in" i looked back at the door "hokage-sama's just wanted to give an update on your plans w/the sand village" i nodded for him to put down the report so he did and left. it's been a fewe years now..i've ben married to gaara and we've had 2 childern..our frist child is now 10 and she has long red hair w/blue streaks and red eyes. then our 2nd child is 8 now and hair short red messy hair and red-greenish eyes. Me and naruto-kun have become hokage and sasuke is our perosnal guard (or whatever shiunse does for tsuande) and since these years the leaf village and sand has become one, we built a specail path that gets us there in les then a few mintues. i was happy things have gone so well "ealine-chan gaara will be here in a moment~" naruto siad happily (btw naruto married hinata and sasuke married sakura) i nodded as i sat down at my desk, i heard a knock as he came in w/tusiko and shikao "uncle naru!" they both yelled happily as they jumped on him, naruto laughed and i smiled ":comon lets get some ramen!" he yelled as all three of them ran out of the room, gaara smiled as well then hugged me "we've done it..elaine i love you" he kissed me softly on my lips i smiled "i love you gaara..." i looked at him.{It's getting hard to be around youThere's so much I can't sayDo you want me to hide the feelingsAnd look the other wayAnd I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop[Chorus]This emptiness is killing meAnd I'm wondering why I've waited so longLooking back I realizeIt was always there just never spokenI'm waiting here...been waiting here[Chorus]}i sighed happily as i looked at him "i will always love you gaara" we both hugged and kissed passiontly, he was love i was h8..but together we where yin and yang...we where meant for each other..and usaully i don't belive in fate but this once.. i would make an expection...becuase i knew..our love for each other would never fade.....
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THE END! hoped you guys liked it! again i made this for my friend who likes gaara so if you guys ever want a one-shot leme know! btw i'll update my other chaps. soon just got bussy w/exams so c ya next time!