"....My Ken-Chan...." (ken joshima lemon)

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INFO:
name:kawa(blood river)
last name:outai (lone)
age:16
flame:mist
(she looks like the girl in the pound but wears what the girl in the other pic is)

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back round: Kawa was apart of the estraneo familiy (test subject) she was horribly tested on and took the hit for kids there which made her life wrose, she is powerful but shes queit and timid, her ears are senstive from the testing, she has wolf-like powers and a purple flame, she dislike the mafia very much and tries to save other kids from it. mukuro was suspose to be the official mist guardian but had kawa do it instead, she is very good at illusion even more so then mukuro and she uses the frist mist guardian's 'evil lens' she can blush alot and loves to eats sweets, she uses a sctyhe as her weapon and she has white hair and red eyes which most ppl make fun of, when she uses illusions however her eyes turn hollow greyish-blue shes very close to mukuro chikusa and ken they've always been together, ken most of the itme picks on her though but she dosent mind since she secretly likes him chikusa and mukuro know this but ken does not. her arms are covered becuase of so many scars left from the testing, and she has a moon birth mark on her side stomach,she hates to be in big crowds and one of her biggest fears is going under water since for one expermient she was held there in huge pain agaisnt her will (more will be explained) thats it for her bio for now i guess arigatou.(this is her scythe) also if her scythe ever break her scars bleed again and she loses alot of blood, body starts to fail from all thats happened
story begin
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You sat in your basically destoryed room (you did live in a abandon place after all) and you stared at the mist vongola ring it has been 1 month after the ring conflict, you sighed as you got ready for school, you but your sycthe into you bag and queitly made you way to the others. "OI! kawa hurry up damn it might as well get to school already ifwe have to go!" ken grumplily yelled as chiksua just shook his head at his loud friend, i looked up at him barely making eye-contact becuase of the loud noise "h-hai..sorry ken-chan" i quetily said as i walked up to them, mukuro just patted my head "are you alright my dear kawa?" i looked up at him a weak smile "hai, lets go..." as you got to school you held you head low..you found yourself alone becuase mukuro and chikusa had to get ken out of trouble...again... i sighed as i sat on a bench waiting for the bell to ring, but then a couple of boys came up to me, i didn't look at them "oi outai-san i see you anti-social as ever...what wrong did you little possie ditch you?" they laughed as they pulled on you long silky hair,which made you fall to your knees "n-no...they had somthing to take care of..ken-chan" a slight blush filled your cheeks, the boys kept laughing (if only they knew how strong you where eh?) they kicked you bag to the floor making your sctyhe fall out "oh? whats this?" my eyes widden as they reached for my scythe i screamed out "n-no!" andi grabed it from them, clutching onto it for dear life, this made the boy smirk as his to 'buddies' grabbing your arms from behind "w-wait!" i pleaded "whats wrong freak! you miss your little toy?" they where about to smash it until a growl was heard, you looked up tears in your eyes, as you saw ken attack them with his tiger channel, they let you fall to the floor as ken ran them off.you picked it up questily as you put it away "geez can't you take care of yourself!" ken snapped at me, i looked down "sorry..." chikusa hit ken over the head as mukuro helped you up "oi oi both of you calm down..how about we just skip school for today my dear kawa?" mukuro brushed the dirt off me as i nodded and we made our way back home...
[few hours later]
i was in my normal clothes sitting on the couch wacthing ken play his DS, a small smile on my face, chikusa was tkaing a shower and mukuro was asleep, "oi why you staring at me!" ken growled, you blushed "ah...sorry ken-chan" ken growled when you added the 'chan' part but let it go "oi stupid women im hungry go get some snack..and gum it's your turn" you got up qucikly and grabbed ur bag "hai.." as you ran out towards the store, 'ken-chan..i wonder if he likes me?" you blushed as you kept walking avoiding anything loud and most people for that matter,after ibought what was neededi felt someone following me, i took out me sycthe "whos there?" i asked in a queit tone soon a man stepped out "are you kawa outai? guardin of the mist?.." your eyes widden at what happened next..
[meanwhile]
"geez where is she!" ken shouted trying not to seem worried...which failed "ken..if you feel bad about teasing her afterwards then why do it at all?" chikusa pulled up his glasses, ken got annoyed and threw a blow at him "shut up kapiri!" he snapped, he looked at how late it was then stood up wlaking towards the door "ugh fine i'll go get that damn girl!" he hissed "kufufufu..hes not well on showing his emotion...is he ken?"mukuro wacthed the flustered ken storm out,chikusa just sighed.
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"GEEZ! what an annoying women why do we keep her around?" ken grumbled as soon as her turned the corner of the store he stepped in somthing "damn it!-" he froze and looked at it "blood? geez what happened here.." ken followed the blood trail to an alley he saw a mafiaso man blown to smitherns he chuckled but then ntoiced a moaning sound he went closer then ntoiced a scythe..broken in half this set him into alram as he got closer he knew this scent "k-kawa!" he kneeled beside me, my crimson eyes barely opened "ken-chan?..i got careless..i'm sorry.." my scars where bleeding and body was shutting down "oi! damn women hold on!" "my...ken-chan...." after that it all became a blurr. it has been a few hours the guardians there (expect for hibari) "i'm sorry there's not much we can do..the girl's body is so weak it's failing...the fact she made it this far...is amazing..." the nurse bowed and walked away, ken was getting furstered "that annoying women" he looked at the vongola "this is you vongola's fault!" chikusa had to hold ken back "bastard it wasnt our fualt!" gokudera shouted being held back by tsuna "please calm down it's no ones fault!" i slowly opened my eyes everyone got queit and looked at me "b-boss?.." tsuna was at my side "kawa-san it'll be alright don't give up arlight" he queitly said, ken grabed my hand and held it tightly "oi! if you let go of this hand i'll kill you myself!" he growled as i weakly smiled "so..warm..." suddenly i coughed up even more blood my conidition getting wrose then the door slammed opened as hibari came in and pushed tsuna down ken shot up ready to attack "out of my way herbiove.." he then grabbed my silky hair and brought my head up, i slowly opened my eyes and looked into hibari's onx ones "you forget you hold the vongola ring..you only need to draw alittle power...and you can live...you don;t want to die yet..do you?" i stared at him as he rose my hand i wekaly smiled as a tear ran down my cheeks "hai.." and with that the light glowed and my arms stopped bleeding and color came back to my face. he laid me back down and left. "oi! Damn women scared me like that!" ken pinched my cheeks (he always did that to you) ken then threw you over his shoulder and bolted out the door, the gaurdians stood there dazed by what just happened...and mukuro/chikusa just left when you where alright.
[back at wherehouse few days later]
i looked at the scythe that was repaired after my fight, i felt tears swell in my eyes since ken hasn't talked to my since then, i sat up and went to sit next to mukuro and i leaned my head on his shoulder "kufufu whats worng my dear kawa?" he said while putting my hai rbehind my ears "is...ken-chan..mad at me?.." i almost sobbed. chikusa sighed "ken is a baka.." he mumbled fixing his yo-yo's. "my dear kawa trust me..ken could never hate you" he smirked at his own thoughts but softened his smile when he looked back at me.i nodded, as i sat up and grabbed my bag "where are you going?" chikusa pushed up his glasses, my cheeks turned red "i'm..going to school today...i..want to be stronger..for everyone...and ken-chan" my crimson eyes fell to the floor "i-'ll go alone since you don't like school.." i quickly bowed and ran out before they could say anything as i walked to school thoughts came into my head
{flash back-
"ken-chan,ken-chan!" i was laughing and smiling running for him of coruse this was before they started testing on us...
i sat in the corner crying from pain, my whole body wraped in bandges all the kids where sitting in a circle me chikusa ken and mukuro stayed togehter, i held on to ken crying "oi..stop crying" he muttered but putting an arm around me. one of the memebers came in, he grabed chikusa about to take him for another experiment, my eyes shot opened and i grabed his arm "p-please don't! chikusa just got back form one! take me...' Ken wanted to protest but couldn't and chikusa was in shock, they grabbed me roughly then gave me all these shots and kept me under water while my body was on fire blood going everywhere "please take me out! it burns! it burns!" i cried but no one could hear them as the drowned in with the other childern's blood hurtling cries.
END OF FLASH BACK}
I opened my eyes as i walked onto school grounds, i held my back close to me, people stared at me espically since my right eye was wraped fromt he fight, my hand reached for the door but was taken away and draged to the pool area and harshly thrown down, i wicned in pain as i looked up at a group of students boys and girls "oi! look its outai! she came by her self!" one girl laughed as she kicked me "what a freak! you should just die!" soon kids where thorwing kicks and punched as i just let them, i couldnt fight back anymore..then a boy grabbed me and shoved me into the pool,my eyes widdened as i was plungded into the watery abyss, i tried to reach for help, my soft voice crying out for help, everything was a blur but i could hear there laughter...taunts all of it "p-please! help me! k-...KEN-CHAN PLEASE YOU SAID YOU'D PROTECT ME!" i cried as i felt my body becoming heavy, water filling my lungs
{flash back-
we escaped from that horrible place all four of us..we would live on and get stronger together...'ken-chan look i got you some gum' my crimson orbs met his brown ones he looked up eyes wide "oi! what happened!" he looked at my bruises and cuts, i smiled weakly "i did it for ken-chan" he grabed and held me tightly "baka!...don't do that again!..." i looked at him then he whispered 'i'll protect you kawa-chan just call out for me.." tears filled my eyes "my...ken-chan"
end of flash abck}
All the laughter stoped...the tuants..all that stayed where dead bodies, my eyes started to close i almost gave up on him, until i was brought out of my the cold water into very warm arms, my eyes fluttered open as i gasped for air i looked up...at my knight in shinning armor "k-ken-chan?" i stuttered at how close we where, i felt a stining pain then realized that ken had slapped me, i held my cheek tears burning my face "you stupid women! why'd you go and do somthing so reckless!" ken shouted knowing the reason "im sorry.." i looked down fighting back sobs,his hands roughly grabed my arms and dragged me away from that horrible school..it all happened so fast..next thing i knew i was being slammed onto a bed i looked up my crimson eyes (and face now) looked at ken's i saw lust in his eyes... his hands held down mine to the bed, and he was stronger then me so i couldn't get up i blsuhed 1000 different shades of red "ken-chan" he cut me off "shut up..i'm...not going to lose you again..and i'll make sure you know that" his hot breath hit my ear and i shuttered, "ken..." he leaned down and bit my ear, i yelped as i felt blood trickle down my ear, i shivered as his lips went down to my neck he licked my soft-spot then bite down on it as hard as he could i screamed out in pain he then licked the wound,he let go of my arms and riped off my clothes i gasped as i covered my body so he wouldn't see how messed up it was he leaned down and gently kissed my lips,,it was warm and soft, i blushed "kawa..your beautiful" he whispered in my ears i didn't even ntoice when he stripped down. he once again attacked my neck as he took my breast's into his hand molding them in his hands, i blushed "ahhh..." i queitly moaned which turned him on greatly, he kissed my lips once more but in a firey way...and rougher than before, he licked the bottom of my lips for entrance and i gladly gave it to him, his tounge licked every inch of my mouth, i moand into the kiss as my blush increased. it made my body tingle as he touched me..i've never felt so good before... "k-ken" i held onto him tightly as he sucked on my neck leaving serval bloody marks. he started leaving butterfly kisses down my stomach, which set my skin on fire 'ahhh..ahhh" i moand embarssed of the sounds i made, i heard him chuckle "let me hear the bell-like voice" he huskily said he lifted my legs, as he stuck two fingers in a gasped and held onto him in pain, he leaned down and sucked on my breast "A-AH! k-ken it hurts! it hurts!" i pleaded in pain, "you'll feel alright in a mintue..." he cooed as he sucked on my other breast making me shiver at his touch.he stuck in another finger making me tense up as i felt him move them around, a small strong of slaiva ran down my mouth, my eyes half way open now filled with lust but still so innocet. i dug my nails into his back as i felt i was coming to the climax "a-ah ngh..please stop i...feel werid!" soon enough i cumed on his hand and he licked up every bit of it "don't be embarrsed..don't hold back your voice" he purred as he kissed you making you taste your self, you blushed but then was flipped over ontop of him "n-nani? you looked widely at him" he cupper you face and kissed you hungerily "give me a blow.." he blew his hot breath onto you neck which made you shiver,he loved how innocet you where, i kenlt down and licked the tip of his manhood, he shivered in pleasure and moanedi blushed but at the same time if it made ken-chan happy i was glad, i licked up his shaft then put in into my small mouth, he shivered at how goof it felt, he held my silky sliver hair i moved up and down i slightly moand which sent him over the top and cumed, i swaolled down as much as i could then sat back up only to be pinned down once again i felt him run his hand over my cheek "kawa..are you sure you want to continue" he asked lovinglyi felt tears run down my cheek "hai..if it's ken-chan then of coruse" i smiled as he kissed me once more than readied him self at my entrance. "kawa..scream my name" i closed my eyes as he ramed his manhood though me in one movement, i dug my nails into his back drawing blood "K-KEN!" i gasped, he waited for my pain and blood to subside, he started moving in and out of my slowly soon the pain became pleasure "K-KEN! ahh..AH!" he went faster and faster as i moaned "ah! f-faster" i pleaded not wanting this feeling to ever stop, i could feel him swelling up inside my as my walls tighted he pulled out then ramed it in once more before we both cumed "ahhhh!" i screamed as he rested his head in my neck and we fell onto the bed, he pulled out of my and held mt closely as we panted, i held onto him "ken-chan..i love you..i've..always loved you" i dug my face into his chest, his grip tighten around me "i love you crazy women.." he pinched my cheeks once again then kissed my forehead "i will always protect you..no matter how annoying you are" he chuckled when i pouted then kissed me "oh shut it you know i love you.. and now your mine..and can never leave" i smiled "that's fine with me.." i curled up next to him happily.
what we didn't know was mukuro and chikusa heard everything in the other room "i dont think i can look at them the same for awhile" chikusa mumbled "i need a shower..." mukuro laughed "kufufuf, atleast there together though right?" dispite those words and smirk there was a dark crimson blush on his face.

~Epiologe~ (sp)
It's been 10 years since then you and ken have been together ever since then and loved each other, even though he dosent admit it all the time and he picnhes you cheek alot, you married him 5 years ago and since then you've had to beautiful childeren. you had a girl she has long blond hair and red eyes, and shes 10 now then your son is 14 with sliver hair and brown eyes. mukruo spoils them as there 'uncle' and so does chikusa. you have beocme tsuna right-hand man (gokudera wasnt to happy) you've become good friend with everyone even hibari but your still shy and eat pocky ALOT,but your glad you had a rough childhood..becuase now everything was worthwhile...and perfect~
"oi! kawa hurry up!" ken shouted as he waited with mukruo,chikusa, koi (the son),chisa (the girl) and the other guardians
"my dear kawa please hurry so ken will stop yelling" mukuro cooed i couldn't help but laugh as i ran to cacth up
"sorry" i held onto ken's arm and was we where walking a queitly sang
" My Ken-chan...~"